Year 2008 has come to an end...many things happened in year 2008...Here's a recap of Year 2008...
In studies, i took up SAM(South Australian Matriculation) at Taylors University College...tough course after all...had some rough times there...didn't manage to get good results...but managed to graduate with a Pass....
In relationship/love, I had crushes for many people, but for those in deep, there are many...among the hurtful one was a classmate of mine in SAM(i don't think it's necessary to announce the name here)...Had a competitor in class too...fell out at last and he won...anyways, hope u 2 can stay on happy forever...
On the other hand, moving on leaving the past behind, i fell for this girl(Don't want to mention the name) Had a small crush at first when i first saw her back image....I kept looking out at the window every friday, trying to see her face...Until at last, there's once where i managed to see her face, and then i found out that she was my friend's classmate...really a small world, and so we started to chat with each other and my feelings started to fall deeply for her...sooner it went deeper and eventually i confessed to her...
I got rejected by her during Prom Night...Eventhough i was rejected for certain reasons(don't want to mention), but i insisted to stay on and go after her, why? Because she's someone special, makes her outstanding and a person i can go along well with...
In Badminton, it was a year of Ups and Downs...I experienced inconsistency, which gave everybody disappointments when they had high expectations on me...I did not improve much within this year and was not able to make the cut...
Left MBA at 2008, currently in Nusa...Lost in NVBA Rakan Muda Touurnament(first round singles and doubles), lost in Sunway Open(singles first round; doubles 2nd round)...But did managed to get 2nd forr DJROA badminton tournament somehow...
My resolutions for Year 2009:
1) Do well in academics/studies
2) Achieve state level or even higher in Badminton
3) Find someone i truly love(better if it would be her)
To all readers, Happy New Year !
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Had badminton with friends today at taman megah...
Had singles with Chew...
Won him in straight sets....(sort of forgot the score), if not mistaken the score was 21-18, 21-10
Had singles with Yi Han...
Score was 10-21, 21-19, 21-14
Was a rough and tough match actually, match of endurance...
First game:
I wasn't much geared up in the first game...made many mistakes such as Out and main mistake among all is the Movement...there's the footwork, but the reaction is slow...which causes the footwork to be slow too....and i got outplayed in the first game 10-21
Second game:
Managed to pull off a good start...leading at first, but he managed to catch up and took back the lead...the match was full of pressure...Yelled and shouted a lot...(scared the hell out of other ppl at Taman Megah)...Put in a lot of attacking play and managed to get the upper hand and won 2nd game with the score 21-19 (close)
Third Game:
Both played a very intense and tiring match...full of rallies...Clear all around the corner of the court...Towards the end of the game, i decided to put an ALL-OUT by attacking my opponent and managed to pull of a sensational but tiring win with the score 21-14...
Lay down on the floor and DEAD for that few minutes...
Thanks for ur support throughout the whole match Wern Lin !
And also, thinking of you makes me motivated...
Had singles with Chew...
Won him in straight sets....(sort of forgot the score), if not mistaken the score was 21-18, 21-10
Had singles with Yi Han...
Score was 10-21, 21-19, 21-14
Was a rough and tough match actually, match of endurance...
First game:
I wasn't much geared up in the first game...made many mistakes such as Out and main mistake among all is the Movement...there's the footwork, but the reaction is slow...which causes the footwork to be slow too....and i got outplayed in the first game 10-21
Second game:
Managed to pull off a good start...leading at first, but he managed to catch up and took back the lead...the match was full of pressure...Yelled and shouted a lot...(scared the hell out of other ppl at Taman Megah)...Put in a lot of attacking play and managed to get the upper hand and won 2nd game with the score 21-19 (close)
Third Game:
Both played a very intense and tiring match...full of rallies...Clear all around the corner of the court...Towards the end of the game, i decided to put an ALL-OUT by attacking my opponent and managed to pull of a sensational but tiring win with the score 21-14...
Lay down on the floor and DEAD for that few minutes...
Thanks for ur support throughout the whole match Wern Lin !
And also, thinking of you makes me motivated...
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
屬於
I will dedicate this specially to you, hope you will like it
A song from a drama 幸福的抉擇
我堅持的都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的就是真的嗎
如果我趕追求我就敢擁有嗎
而如果都算了不要呢
或許吧或許我永遠都不會遇見他
或許吧或許我太天真了吧
屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力
屬於風的那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的那就洶湧吧
屬於我們的愛 該來的就來吧為什麼不敢呢 不要呢？
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那個他
是他吧他原來就在這裡啊
屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力
屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們還要努力
屬于 Shu Yu - 梁靜茹 Fish Leong
A song from a drama 幸福的抉擇
我堅持的都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的就是真的嗎
如果我趕追求我就敢擁有嗎
而如果都算了不要呢
或許吧或許我永遠都不會遇見他
或許吧或許我太天真了吧
屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力
屬於風的那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的那就洶湧吧
屬於我們的愛 該來的就來吧為什麼不敢呢 不要呢？
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那個他
是他吧他原來就在這裡啊
屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力
屬於我的昨天之前的結局 我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們再一起努力
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心 我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情 我們還要努力
屬于 Shu Yu - 梁靜茹 Fish Leong
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Went training today...
Made a new friend, his name is Chun Seang....
Played singles with him...got sapu-ed 2-7
And then played singles with coach Doni, got thrashed 21-3(im the one with only 3 points...LMAO)
After the match, Coach Doni gave me some advice and pointed out my mistakes...
My main cause is my speed...i'm SLOW...
In footwork and strokes, there are 5 factors...
Footwork:
1) U will feel tiredness when u first started doing shadow footwook
2) U will feel ur leg is much stronger...
3) U will feel ur speed has increased...
4) U will feel that u got ur pace increased
5) World class speed : Explosive
Strokes:
1) U just want to pass all the shots over the net
2) U aim for the height of the shuttle at the net
3) Aim for accuracy
4) Pace/Speed of stroke
5) Trick Shots
I finally understood what coach Doni told me...it was really useful...thank you Coach
Made a new friend, his name is Chun Seang....
Played singles with him...got sapu-ed 2-7
And then played singles with coach Doni, got thrashed 21-3(im the one with only 3 points...LMAO)
After the match, Coach Doni gave me some advice and pointed out my mistakes...
My main cause is my speed...i'm SLOW...
In footwork and strokes, there are 5 factors...
Footwork:
1) U will feel tiredness when u first started doing shadow footwook
2) U will feel ur leg is much stronger...
3) U will feel ur speed has increased...
4) U will feel that u got ur pace increased
5) World class speed : Explosive
Strokes:
1) U just want to pass all the shots over the net
2) U aim for the height of the shuttle at the net
3) Aim for accuracy
4) Pace/Speed of stroke
5) Trick Shots
I finally understood what coach Doni told me...it was really useful...thank you Coach
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Irreplaceable
Today, while at Hush Puppies, i was folding clothes and busy entertaining customers....
Suddenly, i saw someone familiar holding a guy's hand, and she is Serene....someone i had crush on long time ago...
We chat for a short moment and she intro-ed her bf to me...
Somehow, i have those feelings of missing her, but this kind of feelings could not replace the feelings i have for Her
Because...
She is Irreplaceable
Suddenly, i saw someone familiar holding a guy's hand, and she is Serene....someone i had crush on long time ago...
We chat for a short moment and she intro-ed her bf to me...
Somehow, i have those feelings of missing her, but this kind of feelings could not replace the feelings i have for Her
Because...
She is Irreplaceable
Friday, December 26, 2008
4 more working days
Just 4 more working days and the chains surrounding me will break...
That's the time I will roar out loudly...
My freedom, finally i got it back, spread the wings wide open and gush up into the air
Between 1st to 4th Jan, please make appointments with me =)
On 5th january 2009, i will be starting Diploma in Construction Management at Taylors College, PJ
Enjoy ur hols ex-SAM-ers that are waiting for their Uni to start
That's the time I will roar out loudly...
My freedom, finally i got it back, spread the wings wide open and gush up into the air
Between 1st to 4th Jan, please make appointments with me =)
On 5th january 2009, i will be starting Diploma in Construction Management at Taylors College, PJ
Enjoy ur hols ex-SAM-ers that are waiting for their Uni to start
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Working on Christmas day...
folded so many clothes today T_T....like orang gila...
Ching Yee and bf came and look for me (Thanks for paying a visit)
Lindley and Ken came over too (Thanks to you 2 peeps ^^)
Went to window shop a while after work...saw many beautiful clothes OMG !!!
Gonna get them soon 
folded so many clothes today T_T....like orang gila...
Ching Yee and bf came and look for me (Thanks for paying a visit)
Lindley and Ken came over too (Thanks to you 2 peeps ^^)
Went to window shop a while after work...saw many beautiful clothes OMG !!!
Gonna get them soon
People !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
White Christmas
I sent the Christmas present to her
It was a snowglobe with music in it....
She loved it and i was happy....
According to her, she accidentally broke one of the snowglobe long time ago, but with a new one presented by me, she was happy that she received one =)
I told her that it will be more meaningful if i gave it to her personally and she told me....
"It will be more meaningful if you give it to me during 12 am personally...Haha joking only =) "
I knoew i wouldn't be able to give it to her personally due to my work, so i only can send to her through courier post....
I couldn't make her Christmas meaningful by spending time hanging out with her and giving her sweet memories and a memorable Christmas
I wish that i can make things better and give her memorable memories
And i just experienced lonely Christmas countdown without friends this year, for the first time =(
It was a snowglobe with music in it....
She loved it and i was happy....
According to her, she accidentally broke one of the snowglobe long time ago, but with a new one presented by me, she was happy that she received one =)
I told her that it will be more meaningful if i gave it to her personally and she told me....
"It will be more meaningful if you give it to me during 12 am personally...Haha joking only =) "
I knoew i wouldn't be able to give it to her personally due to my work, so i only can send to her through courier post....
I couldn't make her Christmas meaningful by spending time hanging out with her and giving her sweet memories and a memorable Christmas
I wish that i can make things better and give her memorable memories
And i just experienced lonely Christmas countdown without friends this year, for the first time =(
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Aussie dudes
Last Sunday, i went to Nusa for training to replace the class i should have went on Thursday...
As usual, i met the usual players around...
Sunday was hardcore training for me...15 sets of shuttledrills? XD that's why my back is aching badly >.<
That day was the last day where Jac and Jamie train as they are heading back to Australia next Tuesday(23/12/08)
Played many games and sparred with them, partnered Jac for Doubles...
Those moments were really great ! Made many new friends there too...got to know those coaches better and closer to them...i start to feel the warmth =)
Will miss u 2 buds
Hope you guys will come back and train again during Breaks
As usual, i met the usual players around...
Sunday was hardcore training for me...15 sets of shuttledrills? XD that's why my back is aching badly >.<
That day was the last day where Jac and Jamie train as they are heading back to Australia next Tuesday(23/12/08)
Played many games and sparred with them, partnered Jac for Doubles...
Those moments were really great ! Made many new friends there too...got to know those coaches better and closer to them...i start to feel the warmth =)
Will miss u 2 buds
Hope you guys will come back and train again during Breaks
Monday, December 22, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
Decisions
Went to Taylors...took my results...Talked to TBS counsellors...they recommended me to do a 4 months bridging foundation in business before entering to the Degree....
After many advices from relatives, counsellors and even people in this field, I think i am already slowly start to like business....
At the same time, while i was reading newspaper, i read through this article where Malaysian Shooter Gold Medalist said...
"You do not need to forsake sports for studies, you can do it together and excel in both...."
This quote motivated me to study hard and work hard in badminton....I guess i should not disappoint anybody anymore...It was a rough year for me in SAM and badminton....
Meanwhile, preparing a very memorable Christmas for you....
Year 2009, i will make it there !!!!
After many advices from relatives, counsellors and even people in this field, I think i am already slowly start to like business....
At the same time, while i was reading newspaper, i read through this article where Malaysian Shooter Gold Medalist said...
"You do not need to forsake sports for studies, you can do it together and excel in both...."
This quote motivated me to study hard and work hard in badminton....I guess i should not disappoint anybody anymore...It was a rough year for me in SAM and badminton....
Meanwhile, preparing a very memorable Christmas for you....
Year 2009, i will make it there !!!!
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
After getting my SACE results, I was happy for a short moment, but soon turned out to be bad...I only got 57.95 for my TER and i already failed my requirements to enter Monash University...
She got 91.30 for her TER, compared to me, i'm nothing but a piece of Junk...how will you accept me which such TER i scored....
In work, got bombarded by Supervisor, because i asked my supervisor about my pay....I start to hate the job i'm working now...I couldn't corperate with my Supervisor, i feel that i can't really accept his ideas or style of working....
For the moment, I'm really confused, supposed to go training this morning, but got screwed up by family yesterday night, ended up that now i have to go and search for Uni's so early...
I admit that this is not fun, and I'm really lost...For the moment...I really feel like isolating myself out of this world...Be quiet for a moment and think carefully for other alternative...
She got 91.30 for her TER, compared to me, i'm nothing but a piece of Junk...how will you accept me which such TER i scored....
In work, got bombarded by Supervisor, because i asked my supervisor about my pay....I start to hate the job i'm working now...I couldn't corperate with my Supervisor, i feel that i can't really accept his ideas or style of working....
For the moment, I'm really confused, supposed to go training this morning, but got screwed up by family yesterday night, ended up that now i have to go and search for Uni's so early...
I admit that this is not fun, and I'm really lost...For the moment...I really feel like isolating myself out of this world...Be quiet for a moment and think carefully for other alternative...
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
The words that brought me up till today
From the day i took up the racquet when i was 14, my coaches gave me words of encouragement to make me a better player and motivate me to improve to the extra miles...
When i was 14, my coach Audrey from PBA told me....
"Hold your racquet like this boy, that's the right way to smash"
At that time, i just started training for only 4 times a month?
I improved slowly and went on to another coach in PBA...
This time she told me...
"The way this boy hold his racquet was wrong..."
I heard that comment and made me change the way i hold my racquet grip. Everyday i will practice holding the racquet grip in the correct way and i did it !
1 year later, i changed to MBA Academy at Taman Megah...
The coach that coached me that time was Marylin....
She was fierce but she did that for our own benefits....
"Don't slack !!! Why curi tulang ar? Want die ar? Later do pumping and sit ups..."
Those were the moments where she made me become a tougher player with better physical....
Soon, after the departure of Marilyn, another coach named Teng Yung took over...
He taught me how to push in the best position, where it is known as World Class Doubles Push. I learned from him and he was a joyous person, indeed he always teases me with..
"Wa...your smash very POWDERFUL !!!" lols =_="
And soon, i met another coach, Andrew Chang and Kah Shin....
Andrew helped me in a major part of my badminton, especially physically and mentally...
Kah Shin on the other hand was with words of advice and the correct way to play the strokes...
This is what andrew told me during the 1 month training stint..
"You can't follow exactly a player's strokes, but you can follow his style of play...You cannot exactly follow the way Lee Chong Wei plays, but you can follow his style..."
"Wa, pakai macam Chong Wei...eh sorry la, it's Zhi Wei XD"
"1 mistake, 1 point !"
"You are just producing 70% of your speed, 110% of your effort is what i want..."
"I can give you all the knowledge i have, but if you don't put in any effort, it will turn out to be useless..."
"Tahan, never give up...hold on yourself to the last shuttle !"
"Keep the rally alive, don't let the shuttle fall on the floor"
Later on, i met Jia Jin in MBA...he thought me many new strokes, though he didn't give much word of advice...
He taught me to do "Bei Dong", slicing net, Jump Smash and lots more....to make me a player which is good in besides physical and also in strokes....
After that, i quit MBA and joined Nusa Mahsuri, where Wern Lin asked me to join...(Previously i thought of joining Setia Academy)
I met 2 new coaches, they are Coach Doni and Coach Zul...
Though i'm new there, Coach Zul gave me advices too...he said...
"Focus pada bola, kalau tak boleh buat perfect shot, masukkan bola saja, jangan biar dia mati"
Another advice that Coach Doni gave was, though i'm just under him today was...
"Ingat apa yang saya ajar kamu hari ini, Tiga perkara penting...Ingat apa yang kamu sudah belajar dan jangan lupa, gunakan-nya, dan hormati orang lain"
It really give me reflection of myself that i'm not a very disciplined player, so i will take on his advice...He even taught me how to play a good doubles game and Singles game....He even told me the proper way to smash, the 3 methods....
I'm very grateful that i can reach my level today, but i will not stop here, I will move on and make myself better than today...
"Leaving the past behind and Look ahead the future"
When i was 14, my coach Audrey from PBA told me....
"Hold your racquet like this boy, that's the right way to smash"
At that time, i just started training for only 4 times a month?
I improved slowly and went on to another coach in PBA...
This time she told me...
"The way this boy hold his racquet was wrong..."
I heard that comment and made me change the way i hold my racquet grip. Everyday i will practice holding the racquet grip in the correct way and i did it !
1 year later, i changed to MBA Academy at Taman Megah...
The coach that coached me that time was Marylin....
She was fierce but she did that for our own benefits....
"Don't slack !!! Why curi tulang ar? Want die ar? Later do pumping and sit ups..."
Those were the moments where she made me become a tougher player with better physical....
Soon, after the departure of Marilyn, another coach named Teng Yung took over...
He taught me how to push in the best position, where it is known as World Class Doubles Push. I learned from him and he was a joyous person, indeed he always teases me with..
"Wa...your smash very POWDERFUL !!!" lols =_="
And soon, i met another coach, Andrew Chang and Kah Shin....
Andrew helped me in a major part of my badminton, especially physically and mentally...
Kah Shin on the other hand was with words of advice and the correct way to play the strokes...
This is what andrew told me during the 1 month training stint..
"You can't follow exactly a player's strokes, but you can follow his style of play...You cannot exactly follow the way Lee Chong Wei plays, but you can follow his style..."
"Wa, pakai macam Chong Wei...eh sorry la, it's Zhi Wei XD"
"1 mistake, 1 point !"
"You are just producing 70% of your speed, 110% of your effort is what i want..."
"I can give you all the knowledge i have, but if you don't put in any effort, it will turn out to be useless..."
"Tahan, never give up...hold on yourself to the last shuttle !"
"Keep the rally alive, don't let the shuttle fall on the floor"
Later on, i met Jia Jin in MBA...he thought me many new strokes, though he didn't give much word of advice...
He taught me to do "Bei Dong", slicing net, Jump Smash and lots more....to make me a player which is good in besides physical and also in strokes....
After that, i quit MBA and joined Nusa Mahsuri, where Wern Lin asked me to join...(Previously i thought of joining Setia Academy)
I met 2 new coaches, they are Coach Doni and Coach Zul...
Though i'm new there, Coach Zul gave me advices too...he said...
"Focus pada bola, kalau tak boleh buat perfect shot, masukkan bola saja, jangan biar dia mati"
Another advice that Coach Doni gave was, though i'm just under him today was...
"Ingat apa yang saya ajar kamu hari ini, Tiga perkara penting...Ingat apa yang kamu sudah belajar dan jangan lupa, gunakan-nya, dan hormati orang lain"
It really give me reflection of myself that i'm not a very disciplined player, so i will take on his advice...He even taught me how to play a good doubles game and Singles game....He even told me the proper way to smash, the 3 methods....
I'm very grateful that i can reach my level today, but i will not stop here, I will move on and make myself better than today...
"Leaving the past behind and Look ahead the future"
Monday, December 15, 2008
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Sometimes, i just don't know how to pick up that confidence i had in the past...
The confidence to do certain things...
The confidence to take up a challenge and face it bravely...
The confidence to express feelings towards others...
The confidence to speak like a person full of confidence...
I just thought back how did i do all those in the past, yet now i couldn't do so....Just making me a small little guy in a big big world...
I just seeemed kinda stuck in my situation...in fact for love and badminton....both of it...sometimes in life too....
I need to find something that can bring my confidence back
The confidence to do certain things...
The confidence to take up a challenge and face it bravely...
The confidence to express feelings towards others...
The confidence to speak like a person full of confidence...
I just thought back how did i do all those in the past, yet now i couldn't do so....Just making me a small little guy in a big big world...
I just seeemed kinda stuck in my situation...in fact for love and badminton....both of it...sometimes in life too....
I need to find something that can bring my confidence back
Friday, December 12, 2008
Badminton was fun today...did pretty well on doubles(i dunno whether is it called good or not)
Singles was kinda bad...i played badly and my heavy foot made me the SLOW-MO
Recorded some clips of my play today...Enjoyed watching them in a way...somehow also spotted some mistakes...
Winning isn't everything sometimes, Losing isn't bad either, As long you learn and experience from your mistake, you will become a better player in the future....
I started to understand this theory finally...I will train hard further on, find out my mistakes and become a better player...
Target? Oh come on, at least State level...
Singles was kinda bad...i played badly and my heavy foot made me the SLOW-MO
Recorded some clips of my play today...Enjoyed watching them in a way...somehow also spotted some mistakes...
Winning isn't everything sometimes, Losing isn't bad either, As long you learn and experience from your mistake, you will become a better player in the future....
I started to understand this theory finally...I will train hard further on, find out my mistakes and become a better player...
Target? Oh come on, at least State level...
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Resuming...
Will be going for some badminton game tomorrow....
After so long, finally there's break from work to go and have some fun...
Try to perform at top condition...
After so long, finally there's break from work to go and have some fun...
Try to perform at top condition...
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Worked today, had great time with shirley, carmen and her friends....
Been working for 11 days now, and yet, I start to miss her slightly....
Have not seen her for almost a month since the day....
I wonder how is she doing now, memories flashbacked in my mind and i started smiling while enjoying the moments we spent together...
I hope we can meet again or hang out together during these hols(I dont care even if im working)....
Been working for 11 days now, and yet, I start to miss her slightly....
Have not seen her for almost a month since the day....
I wonder how is she doing now, memories flashbacked in my mind and i started smiling while enjoying the moments we spent together...
I hope we can meet again or hang out together during these hols(I dont care even if im working)....
Monday, December 8, 2008
Failed
Plan A and Plan B failed....
"I cannot give up my job and focus on training and advising the school team"
My mum and sis told me this morning...
It was pretty hard to accept it in a certain way, as i planned to resign from my job on the 28th of December, but it turned out to be completely different...
The initial plans i made, Plan A and B failed....
Now i have to work and train and even advise the school team at the same time...I believe things can be done simultaneously, but with 3?
A new plan has to be made in order to go along well with my training time, working time and team advisor time...
It's really tough to make a 3-in-1
"I cannot give up my job and focus on training and advising the school team"
My mum and sis told me this morning...
It was pretty hard to accept it in a certain way, as i planned to resign from my job on the 28th of December, but it turned out to be completely different...
The initial plans i made, Plan A and B failed....
Now i have to work and train and even advise the school team at the same time...I believe things can be done simultaneously, but with 3?
A new plan has to be made in order to go along well with my training time, working time and team advisor time...
It's really tough to make a 3-in-1
Sunday, December 7, 2008
The days are now tougher at working...
Been blogging short posts lately...
Well, there's seriously nothing much to tell about my working place....since i already mentioned it previously, it's about the same...
Stomach feeling better, showing good signs...
Ready to go for training everytime...
Making a resolution for year 2009, the year to come(wish it will be a lucky one)
Been blogging short posts lately...
Well, there's seriously nothing much to tell about my working place....since i already mentioned it previously, it's about the same...
Stomach feeling better, showing good signs...
Ready to go for training everytime...
Making a resolution for year 2009, the year to come(wish it will be a lucky one)
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Went back to work today, supervisor told me that i have a weak body resistance, which means weak body immune system...
Thought back about the food poisoning incident that just happened recently, it sort of "pulled" down my confidence of playing my favourite sport, Badminton...
I wanted to go training on Thurs and Today morning, but sadly...Obstacles always happen to test my endurance and passion...
On thursday, i threw out 1 hour before i woke up to prepare for training and had fever when i was about to leave the house...so training was cancelled and called it a day...
On Saturday morning(today), i woke up early in the morning to fetch my sis to Taman Connaught in Cheras and wanted to head to training directly...but when halfway to the training centre, my stomach had some ache and made me changed my mind, so i decided to head home and rest before i can go to work....
I did some light workout at home to keep up my fitness and took a light nap before heading to work, as Saturday is like a battlefield in Hush Puppies(serious)....
Working was tough, especially with a Stomach Pain coming randomly at all times...It just made me feel like abandoning the stomach and rather not eat or even having one(LOL)....It was just...the pain...was not terrible, but it just come whenever it wants to...how persistent...
Thinking back of the 5 days of december and half of month in November, i felt that i was not fully at training, everytime there are obstacles or any other reasons that stop me for going to training, such as no transport, parents refusing to fetch me there and the recent STOMACH PAIN.....
I just hope that i don't want to regret not doing something I eagerly want to accomplish and fulfill...
After fulfilling what i want, I will be satisfied and grateful to those who helped me throughout the journey....
Thought back about the food poisoning incident that just happened recently, it sort of "pulled" down my confidence of playing my favourite sport, Badminton...
I wanted to go training on Thurs and Today morning, but sadly...Obstacles always happen to test my endurance and passion...
On thursday, i threw out 1 hour before i woke up to prepare for training and had fever when i was about to leave the house...so training was cancelled and called it a day...
On Saturday morning(today), i woke up early in the morning to fetch my sis to Taman Connaught in Cheras and wanted to head to training directly...but when halfway to the training centre, my stomach had some ache and made me changed my mind, so i decided to head home and rest before i can go to work....
I did some light workout at home to keep up my fitness and took a light nap before heading to work, as Saturday is like a battlefield in Hush Puppies(serious)....
Working was tough, especially with a Stomach Pain coming randomly at all times...It just made me feel like abandoning the stomach and rather not eat or even having one(LOL)....It was just...the pain...was not terrible, but it just come whenever it wants to...how persistent...
Thinking back of the 5 days of december and half of month in November, i felt that i was not fully at training, everytime there are obstacles or any other reasons that stop me for going to training, such as no transport, parents refusing to fetch me there and the recent STOMACH PAIN.....
I just hope that i don't want to regret not doing something I eagerly want to accomplish and fulfill...
After fulfilling what i want, I will be satisfied and grateful to those who helped me throughout the journey....
Friday, December 5, 2008
My stomach still suffer a slight pain...
According to my mum's friend who is a doctor, he said that due to the volmitting a large quantity, my intestines are "scratched" and sore...
It will recover slowly, just some time...
Planning to go training tomorrow...hope the pain won't interfere with my training...
Going to work after that...Life's for sure hectic nowadays...
Anybody agrees with me resigning end of December?
I want to get back my freedom and do things that i have not fulfilled...or else i would have regret in the future...
According to my mum's friend who is a doctor, he said that due to the volmitting a large quantity, my intestines are "scratched" and sore...
It will recover slowly, just some time...
Planning to go training tomorrow...hope the pain won't interfere with my training...
Going to work after that...Life's for sure hectic nowadays...
Anybody agrees with me resigning end of December?
I want to get back my freedom and do things that i have not fulfilled...or else i would have regret in the future...
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
What made me went wrong today....
Supposingly i was to go for training this morning, but then due to food poisoning, i woke up at 5:30am and thrown out all my dinner...LOLS...(none of the food digested, strangely...)
Couldn't sleep the whole night, as the pain was at my stomach...It's like my stomach is going to burst...how horrible...
Woke up at 5:30am to throw out, went back to sleep again for just 1 hour and woke up again for training...
I was trying to walk towards the toilet, but i felt that my legs are so numb that I don't even have strength to walk...
Went and told my mum that I'm not going for training...She checked through me and found out that i got fever and food poisoning...
Rest at home the whole day...so lifeles...
Missed training today...Darn....
I'm thinking of a way how to escape from my job, it's just like nightmare... @~@
Couldn't sleep the whole night, as the pain was at my stomach...It's like my stomach is going to burst...how horrible...
Woke up at 5:30am to throw out, went back to sleep again for just 1 hour and woke up again for training...
I was trying to walk towards the toilet, but i felt that my legs are so numb that I don't even have strength to walk...
Went and told my mum that I'm not going for training...She checked through me and found out that i got fever and food poisoning...
Rest at home the whole day...so lifeles...
Missed training today...Darn....
I'm thinking of a way how to escape from my job, it's just like nightmare... @~@
Freedom? Gone...
Well...posting this at my blog today about my working life and future...
Planned to work until 28th of December, but things turned out to be different...
I was actually supposed to be the advisor for the school badminton team, but things turned out to be different when I received information from my working mates that I have to work till after Chinese New Year....oh gosh...this is bad...
Training sessions had been cut short from 2 to once a week....Less training will make me worse and i will not be able to achieve the level i wished to achieve...
I could not be the advisor for the badminton team, which means I can't spend more time with my trainees and my players....How are they going to MSSD? They are not mature at the level they currently are at....I must think of a way to improve their standards...
My plans during January all screwed up as a result of needing to work until after Chinese New Year...All my programs are gone...Oh darn it...
What i currently will lose in the future and not done...
-Being advisor for the school team 2009
-Training sessions cut short
-January programs all screwed up
I must think of a way...this sucks...
I totally lost my freedom now...darn...
Planned to work until 28th of December, but things turned out to be different...
I was actually supposed to be the advisor for the school badminton team, but things turned out to be different when I received information from my working mates that I have to work till after Chinese New Year....oh gosh...this is bad...
Training sessions had been cut short from 2 to once a week....Less training will make me worse and i will not be able to achieve the level i wished to achieve...
I could not be the advisor for the badminton team, which means I can't spend more time with my trainees and my players....How are they going to MSSD? They are not mature at the level they currently are at....I must think of a way to improve their standards...
My plans during January all screwed up as a result of needing to work until after Chinese New Year...All my programs are gone...Oh darn it...
What i currently will lose in the future and not done...
-Being advisor for the school team 2009
-Training sessions cut short
-January programs all screwed up
I must think of a way...this sucks...
I totally lost my freedom now...darn...
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Bad performance
I managed to learn how to fold clothes quickly, but in exchange i "lost" part of my skills in badminton...
Went training this morning, had warm ups and footwork drills....
Coach asked me to spar with a girl (Gombak player) and i lost to her 7-2, 7-0 ....That moment i was so cold, didn't know what I did....Those mistakes....they were way too simple...I just hate myself sometimes that why i would make simple mistakes....
Among mistakes i made were Clears(just reached half court, WTH), footwork(lacking of speed), smashes(not accurate and net)....
I just feel so useless, i stare at my racquet for quite some time...Sat at the bench looking at those state players and circuit players train, i looked at their consistency...Men...they are way more consistent that me, which makes me feel more useless than anything else on earth (even my dog does better)
I chat with Wern Lin for a moment at training, she told me that my speed was very slow and i played like girl's style(Passive)...It hurts when hearing that, but at least she was being honest and I was able to know my mistakes...
Did better for the shuttle drill part where we did cross court smashes and cross court nets...Bad smashes as I was not able to find my contact point correctly(that takes time)....So my smashes were basically weak in a way....
Things i need to emphasis on:
1) Footwork shadows (Speed)
2) Jogging (Speed)
3) Wristwork (weightlifts)
4) Wristwork (Squash Racquet weight)
5) Strokes (can be only done at training centre)
I will start working hard now...by Jan 2009, i will be BACK !!!!
Went training this morning, had warm ups and footwork drills....
Coach asked me to spar with a girl (Gombak player) and i lost to her 7-2, 7-0 ....That moment i was so cold, didn't know what I did....Those mistakes....they were way too simple...I just hate myself sometimes that why i would make simple mistakes....
Among mistakes i made were Clears(just reached half court, WTH), footwork(lacking of speed), smashes(not accurate and net)....
I just feel so useless, i stare at my racquet for quite some time...Sat at the bench looking at those state players and circuit players train, i looked at their consistency...Men...they are way more consistent that me, which makes me feel more useless than anything else on earth (even my dog does better)
I chat with Wern Lin for a moment at training, she told me that my speed was very slow and i played like girl's style(Passive)...It hurts when hearing that, but at least she was being honest and I was able to know my mistakes...
Did better for the shuttle drill part where we did cross court smashes and cross court nets...Bad smashes as I was not able to find my contact point correctly(that takes time)....So my smashes were basically weak in a way....
Things i need to emphasis on:
1) Footwork shadows (Speed)
2) Jogging (Speed)
3) Wristwork (weightlifts)
4) Wristwork (Squash Racquet weight)
5) Strokes (can be only done at training centre)
I will start working hard now...by Jan 2009, i will be BACK !!!!
Monday, December 1, 2008
5th day...huuhaa...
The fifth day of work...
Stoning, looking at girls walking outside, met many friends....
Well...tomorrow got training, after that need to work...i hope i can cope with it...it's gonna be tough....
Well, hope i can maintain my consistency and maybe improve?
Stoning, looking at girls walking outside, met many friends....
Well...tomorrow got training, after that need to work...i hope i can cope with it...it's gonna be tough....
Well, hope i can maintain my consistency and maybe improve?
Sunday, November 30, 2008
4th day of work
I survived the 4th day of work....
Today's really tough, hell men....seriously those customers...couldn't think of a word to describe them....
Some of the customers were rude, they just simply open up the shirt from the new package and then just scatter them around the other section, and ended up i need to do the packing again...
Some of them were demanding, asking for this and that...If they buy, i don't mind...the problem is, they just smile at u and change their mind...LOL
Some of them were nice, chatting with me...get to know their true personality...
WELL, for some...you couldn't have imagined...
Talking = Scolding....
Haha...guess i met many kinds of people today, really wide variety...
Met a cute and pretty girl, wanted to talk to her as we came so close...that time i was talking to an auntie instead, if not...maybe i could have gotten her number XD
That's all folks
Today's really tough, hell men....seriously those customers...couldn't think of a word to describe them....
Some of the customers were rude, they just simply open up the shirt from the new package and then just scatter them around the other section, and ended up i need to do the packing again...
Some of them were demanding, asking for this and that...If they buy, i don't mind...the problem is, they just smile at u and change their mind...LOL
Some of them were nice, chatting with me...get to know their true personality...
WELL, for some...you couldn't have imagined...
Talking = Scolding....
Haha...guess i met many kinds of people today, really wide variety...
Met a cute and pretty girl, wanted to talk to her as we came so close...that time i was talking to an auntie instead, if not...maybe i could have gotten her number XD
That's all folks
Saturday, November 29, 2008
3rd day of working
Today's the third day...
I will write it short, since im kinda sleepy *yawn*
12:00pm : stand at the shop entrance like guard
1:00pm: still the same, except this time plus folding shirts
2:00pm: Same thing, standing all the way~
3:00pm: STILL THE SAME THING(leg dam tired...OMG)
4:00pm: folding shirts and chatting with customers, met some passerby's and customers that are friends
5:00pm: BREAK(given time 1 hour, took 30 minutes only)
6:00pm: Doing the same thing all over again, crowd shopping all over 1U
7:00pm to 9:00pm: SAME THING...
10:00pm: funny customers, chatting with them =D
10:20pm: cabut lor
I was searching clothes size for this lady, looking at her...such a happy family, with her husband and her little kid(of cuz the husband handsome and she's pretty also la) and then searching for a suitable clothes for her husband....a really happy family, that's where they achieved happiness...where now i know where is real happiness from..
I guess i'm learning new things everyday...(including folding clothes where i done it already more than 1000 times today?)
Nitez peeps =D
I will write it short, since im kinda sleepy *yawn*
12:00pm : stand at the shop entrance like guard
1:00pm: still the same, except this time plus folding shirts
2:00pm: Same thing, standing all the way~
3:00pm: STILL THE SAME THING(leg dam tired...OMG)
4:00pm: folding shirts and chatting with customers, met some passerby's and customers that are friends
5:00pm: BREAK(given time 1 hour, took 30 minutes only)
6:00pm: Doing the same thing all over again, crowd shopping all over 1U
7:00pm to 9:00pm: SAME THING...
10:00pm: funny customers, chatting with them =D
10:20pm: cabut lor
I was searching clothes size for this lady, looking at her...such a happy family, with her husband and her little kid(of cuz the husband handsome and she's pretty also la) and then searching for a suitable clothes for her husband....a really happy family, that's where they achieved happiness...where now i know where is real happiness from..
I guess i'm learning new things everyday...(including folding clothes where i done it already more than 1000 times today?)
Nitez peeps =D
Friday, November 28, 2008
Resident Evil : Degeneration
Hey peeps, today I will tell you all something special, besides talking bt work everyday...
Meanwhile, a passenger airplane is approaching the airport for landing. As one of the attendants checks the passengers, she notices one man is looking unwell. The man in question is clearly in the final stages of the deadly T-Virus infection, and warns the attendant as such and it is an emergency. Shortly after, the infection claims his life and he zombiefies, causing him to attack several other passengers, which spreads the virus throughout the plane. The out-of-control plane, attempting and failing to make an emergency landing, crashes into the airport's lobby. Claire survives, along with many other civilians, and witnesses the door to the plane opening and zombies pouring out of the hatch and attacking civilians, causing chaos.
The government is quick to seal off the airport and prevent the panicked civilians from leaving. Claire hides from the zombies, along with several other civilians, with Claire promising to protect a young girl; Rani Chawla.
The Special Response Team, led by ex-SWAT police officer Angela Miller, is planning a rescue mission. The government sends in a special agent; Leon Scott Kennedy. Taking command of the SRT, Leon leads the team to battle the zombies. Leon rescues Claire and they, along with Rani and Angela, escape the airport before it is bombed.
Shortly after their escape, it is revealed that a terrorist; Curtis Miller, a former employee of the same organization that hired Claire and is related to Angela, broadcasts a message revealing that he is responsible for the outbreak. Curtis holds samples of the T-virus, and demands U.S. President Graham reveal to the public the truth of what happened at Raccoon City, along with his direct involvement with the Umbrella Corporation. Curtis gives the President a four-hour deadline, or he will spread the T-virus to every major city on Earth.
The SRT succeeds in locating Curtis' hiding place, but Curtis releases a new type of Tyrant against them, and deliberately infects himself with the G-virus, turning him into a rampaging killing machine.
I will intro to all a new Movie coming out...
Resident Evil:Degeneration
The film begins in the autumn of 2005, and the incident happens at an airport somewhere in a mid-western American city. Claire Redfield is now a member of a non-governmental organization which handles search and rescue of chemical and bioterrorist attacks. Claire arrives at the airport, for the purpose of business.
Meanwhile, a passenger airplane is approaching the airport for landing. As one of the attendants checks the passengers, she notices one man is looking unwell. The man in question is clearly in the final stages of the deadly T-Virus infection, and warns the attendant as such and it is an emergency. Shortly after, the infection claims his life and he zombiefies, causing him to attack several other passengers, which spreads the virus throughout the plane. The out-of-control plane, attempting and failing to make an emergency landing, crashes into the airport's lobby. Claire survives, along with many other civilians, and witnesses the door to the plane opening and zombies pouring out of the hatch and attacking civilians, causing chaos.
The government is quick to seal off the airport and prevent the panicked civilians from leaving. Claire hides from the zombies, along with several other civilians, with Claire promising to protect a young girl; Rani Chawla.
The Special Response Team, led by ex-SWAT police officer Angela Miller, is planning a rescue mission. The government sends in a special agent; Leon Scott Kennedy. Taking command of the SRT, Leon leads the team to battle the zombies. Leon rescues Claire and they, along with Rani and Angela, escape the airport before it is bombed.
Shortly after their escape, it is revealed that a terrorist; Curtis Miller, a former employee of the same organization that hired Claire and is related to Angela, broadcasts a message revealing that he is responsible for the outbreak. Curtis holds samples of the T-virus, and demands U.S. President Graham reveal to the public the truth of what happened at Raccoon City, along with his direct involvement with the Umbrella Corporation. Curtis gives the President a four-hour deadline, or he will spread the T-virus to every major city on Earth.
The SRT succeeds in locating Curtis' hiding place, but Curtis releases a new type of Tyrant against them, and deliberately infects himself with the G-virus, turning him into a rampaging killing machine.
Yep...that's all...it's coming out at U.S by 30th December 2008...
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Survived first day of work....
Finally, back to blog with all the bloggers here...
Today's my first day of work at Hush Puppy in One Utama, PJ. (I believe many should know where it is)....
Arrived at working place at 11:40am, introduced by supervisor Mr. Cheang to the permanent staff and some small little working stuff....Officially log-in at 12pm and start work !!!!
Saw many customers walking around the shop, where the customers are given 2 terms...(If you wanna know the term, Ask me personally) Walked around the shop, helped customers to look for shirt sizes, folding clothes, etc...(I didn't know that there are so many ways to fold a clothes, I thought there was only 1 XD)
Supervisor brought me around the "Budget" place for break time...For so long I didn't know that there's a Mamak Corner at the LG floor and many other restaurant...and for your info, there's even a Scuba Diving shop providing lessons =)
Had my break at the Mamak Corner today, 5pm and coincidently it's raining heavily...After my meal, had to run in the building straight away...LOLS...reached the shop at 5:45...supervisor asked me...
"Why come back so early? Never go jalan-jalan around?"
"Raining la...so heavy..."
"=_=" "
Continued my job....walking around the shop, entertaining customers, chatting with staff(that was not supposed to happen), many things more...
Witnessed many situations such as a Kiosk stall outside, a small little girl was trying to buy her Pokemon Toy....haha...took her 30 minutes just to choose 1 design...was really funny afterall...
After working from 12pm....finally my working hour ended...at 9pm....=D
Btw, for those who are very free during the hols(especially girls), if you want a job, the shop is hiring people, Hush Puppy !!! Chinese girl preferred, contact me for more info =D
Today's my first day of work at Hush Puppy in One Utama, PJ. (I believe many should know where it is)....
Arrived at working place at 11:40am, introduced by supervisor Mr. Cheang to the permanent staff and some small little working stuff....Officially log-in at 12pm and start work !!!!
Saw many customers walking around the shop, where the customers are given 2 terms...(If you wanna know the term, Ask me personally) Walked around the shop, helped customers to look for shirt sizes, folding clothes, etc...(I didn't know that there are so many ways to fold a clothes, I thought there was only 1 XD)
Supervisor brought me around the "Budget" place for break time...For so long I didn't know that there's a Mamak Corner at the LG floor and many other restaurant...and for your info, there's even a Scuba Diving shop providing lessons =)
Had my break at the Mamak Corner today, 5pm and coincidently it's raining heavily...After my meal, had to run in the building straight away...LOLS...reached the shop at 5:45...supervisor asked me...
"Why come back so early? Never go jalan-jalan around?"
"Raining la...so heavy..."
"=_=" "
Continued my job....walking around the shop, entertaining customers, chatting with staff(that was not supposed to happen), many things more...
Witnessed many situations such as a Kiosk stall outside, a small little girl was trying to buy her Pokemon Toy....haha...took her 30 minutes just to choose 1 design...was really funny afterall...
After working from 12pm....finally my working hour ended...at 9pm....=D
Btw, for those who are very free during the hols(especially girls), if you want a job, the shop is hiring people, Hush Puppy !!! Chinese girl preferred, contact me for more info =D
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
The feelings of missing someone
It's been one week after SAM Prom Night 2008 and it's been so quiet for the week, I missed that night very much, I missed the time we spent together that night, I miss the night we took pictures together....
We knew each other since June and we chat a lot at one time, i began to like you and have feelings for you...The way you speak, the way you express your feelings, the way you do things...It has all kept in my mind like pictures....
I missed the time where Taylors had a Charity Carnival...I came over to your stall and helped you sell cookies...I remembered that we spent time together eating ice-cream and waited till our transport arrived...I still remember you giving me a nickname in Chinese called "Ice Box"...
That night, i remembered the night i confessed to you...I gave you a bonquet of flowers with a bear in it... I expressed my feelings to you from the deeper inside of my heart....You told me you weren't ready for it....It's okay...I understand your feelings....
I respect yout decision no matter how, as you are someone very important in my life...You made me change, from not listening to Chinese song till i listen to it...From not liking Taiwanese Drama till i watch Taiwanese Drama...To listen to the song you like which i do not like it at first...You changed a major part of my life...
Sometimes i think i may be selfish, i apologize for my selfishness...I should have thought about your feelings...Sometimes i may accidentally hurt you, I apologize for my carelessness....
If there's anything i did that offended you, I hope you can forgive me...If there's anything that I did to you and you did not like it, please tell me....I really hope that I can change for you, to make you feel more comfortable when you are with me...
I wish that things would be better one day, where you can accept me with an open heart, or perhaps better....
I will always stay by your side, knowing that you will not really care about me that much, as you still can't forget someone in your heart...I will try to help you whenever you ask, I will lend a hand to you and grab your hand to pull you out from your difficulties....I will give you support whenever your decision is made...whenever you feel like crying, I will lend a shoulder to you to lean on it and cry...
"I hope i can hold your hands and walk the Journey of Life with you"
We knew each other since June and we chat a lot at one time, i began to like you and have feelings for you...The way you speak, the way you express your feelings, the way you do things...It has all kept in my mind like pictures....
I missed the time where Taylors had a Charity Carnival...I came over to your stall and helped you sell cookies...I remembered that we spent time together eating ice-cream and waited till our transport arrived...I still remember you giving me a nickname in Chinese called "Ice Box"...
That night, i remembered the night i confessed to you...I gave you a bonquet of flowers with a bear in it... I expressed my feelings to you from the deeper inside of my heart....You told me you weren't ready for it....It's okay...I understand your feelings....
I respect yout decision no matter how, as you are someone very important in my life...You made me change, from not listening to Chinese song till i listen to it...From not liking Taiwanese Drama till i watch Taiwanese Drama...To listen to the song you like which i do not like it at first...You changed a major part of my life...
Sometimes i think i may be selfish, i apologize for my selfishness...I should have thought about your feelings...Sometimes i may accidentally hurt you, I apologize for my carelessness....
If there's anything i did that offended you, I hope you can forgive me...If there's anything that I did to you and you did not like it, please tell me....I really hope that I can change for you, to make you feel more comfortable when you are with me...
I wish that things would be better one day, where you can accept me with an open heart, or perhaps better....
I will always stay by your side, knowing that you will not really care about me that much, as you still can't forget someone in your heart...I will try to help you whenever you ask, I will lend a hand to you and grab your hand to pull you out from your difficulties....I will give you support whenever your decision is made...whenever you feel like crying, I will lend a shoulder to you to lean on it and cry...
"I hope i can hold your hands and walk the Journey of Life with you"
Monday, November 24, 2008
I finally got hired by SushiGroove as a waiter...
Will be starting at 3pm tomorrow...
I guess now i will really get to taste the REAL meaning of "LIFE"....
Skipped training today, decided to help mum on housework...
I wish that my training time will be arranged properly with my working time...
WIll see how it goes...
Will be starting at 3pm tomorrow...
I guess now i will really get to taste the REAL meaning of "LIFE"....
Skipped training today, decided to help mum on housework...
I wish that my training time will be arranged properly with my working time...
WIll see how it goes...
Occupied
I guess i will be kinda bz during this hols....
Firstly...my parents asked me to look for work....
Found 6 for the moment, waiting for their reply...
Go for training in the morning on Tuesday and Thursday....
Working for rest of the Hours...and even Christmas...
I wonder will Holidays be fun for me this time???
Oh well....
What to do when i have to earn my own money and improve on my badminton skills at the same time....
Hmm....
I wonder how will Christmas be this year....
Firstly...my parents asked me to look for work....
Found 6 for the moment, waiting for their reply...
Go for training in the morning on Tuesday and Thursday....
Working for rest of the Hours...and even Christmas...
I wonder will Holidays be fun for me this time???
Oh well....
What to do when i have to earn my own money and improve on my badminton skills at the same time....
Hmm....
I wonder how will Christmas be this year....
Saturday, November 22, 2008
First round casualties
Today's tournament was pretty intense(for me) as i just started getting back into badminton about 1 week?
Reached there at 8.am...many players were stroking and warming up, getting ready for the matches...The tournament started off yesterday, but i didn't go as I don't have any matches yesterday...
So the main story was about the Singles Game....
They used the 30 points - 1 game system for the match, but 21 points x 3 game system when reached Semi Finals and Finals
I faced a Malay Player(forgot his name), stroked with him, knew it was going to be a tough match as i'm not very active in the morning...
Match started...0-0
I served to my opponent, opponent replied with a deep drive towards the right hand corner...Stunned....
The match goes on as my opponent and I were playing Drive(deep flat shots across the net) and some of his drive were managed to be deflected by me to his corner of the court....
He was leading 3-0 at first
And then 5-2 and slowly i managed to close to gap until I leveled the score at 14-14...
I managed to take the lead from there and lead to 18-16....it was a neck-to-neck where we both scored points every service....the crowd were excited...
He made many mistakes such as service net and smash at the net, meanwhile on the other hand, i made mistakes such as cross court drop, smash to the net and weak defence...
The main problem of the day was my "SLOW LEGS"
The scoreline was 24-24..he managed to take back the lead into 25-24...
I tried to fight hard with him, but i went under pressure and made many unnecessary mistakes...at last...the match ended where i lost to him 25-30...
I went and shook hands with my opponent and complimented him..."good game"
My training-mates that participated in the tournament hugged me and consoled me....Thank you for your support and cheer during the match =)
One of their parents told me, "U've tried your best to put up a good fight"
In doubles, it was a different story...
In fact, it was like a one sided match...where we lost to our opponent, which 1 of them is a state player and my friend, with the score 9-30...
That was the worst match of the day...
Anyways, i guess i had to get this "first round casualties" habit away to improve...
Signing off peeps
Reached there at 8.am...many players were stroking and warming up, getting ready for the matches...The tournament started off yesterday, but i didn't go as I don't have any matches yesterday...
So the main story was about the Singles Game....
They used the 30 points - 1 game system for the match, but 21 points x 3 game system when reached Semi Finals and Finals
I faced a Malay Player(forgot his name), stroked with him, knew it was going to be a tough match as i'm not very active in the morning...
Match started...0-0
I served to my opponent, opponent replied with a deep drive towards the right hand corner...Stunned....
The match goes on as my opponent and I were playing Drive(deep flat shots across the net) and some of his drive were managed to be deflected by me to his corner of the court....
He was leading 3-0 at first
And then 5-2 and slowly i managed to close to gap until I leveled the score at 14-14...
I managed to take the lead from there and lead to 18-16....it was a neck-to-neck where we both scored points every service....the crowd were excited...
He made many mistakes such as service net and smash at the net, meanwhile on the other hand, i made mistakes such as cross court drop, smash to the net and weak defence...
The main problem of the day was my "SLOW LEGS"
The scoreline was 24-24..he managed to take back the lead into 25-24...
I tried to fight hard with him, but i went under pressure and made many unnecessary mistakes...at last...the match ended where i lost to him 25-30...
I went and shook hands with my opponent and complimented him..."good game"
My training-mates that participated in the tournament hugged me and consoled me....Thank you for your support and cheer during the match =)
One of their parents told me, "U've tried your best to put up a good fight"
In doubles, it was a different story...
In fact, it was like a one sided match...where we lost to our opponent, which 1 of them is a state player and my friend, with the score 9-30...
That was the worst match of the day...
Anyways, i guess i had to get this "first round casualties" habit away to improve...
Signing off peeps
Friday, November 21, 2008
Pumped up !!!
Ready for tomorrow's tournament !!!
Pumped up for it =D
For my parents, for my coaches that taught me, for my friends that supported me, for those who taught me the meaning of life, and for Her
I will play this tournament all out with my strength !!!!
I will not disappoint all of you !!!
Promise =)
Pumped up for it =D
For my parents, for my coaches that taught me, for my friends that supported me, for those who taught me the meaning of life, and for Her
I will play this tournament all out with my strength !!!!
I will not disappoint all of you !!!
Promise =)
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Confession
A bonquet of flowers with a teddy bear in it was given to a girl by a boy
The boy asked her to close her eyes and he counted till 5....
The boy gave the girl the bonquet of flowers....
He confessed to her about his feelings...
"I want to tell you something before i regret..."
"I like you, I want to be with you"
"Will you accept me?"
"I'm sincere and it's from my heart"
"I'm sorry...I'm not ready to get into a relationship...."
"I took you as a friend all the while...really sorry..."
"Oh..."
The girl stood beside the boy and said....
"Are you okay? I hope we still can be friends alright? Please don't be angry..."
"It's okay, i understand your feelings...it's alright girl...."
The girl gave the boy a smile
The boy walked the girl into the lift and also walked her back to the Grand Ball Room....
He wanted to cry, but he tried to put a smile on the face....to hold on his sadness....
He told himself that he will not give up on her and continue to go after her....
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Had training this morning...drove myself...
Was raining and arrived at training centre slightly later...
Did warm ups and footwork...
Had shuttledrills and sparring...
Finishes training with some sprinting exercise, hind jump, push up, sit up and waist exercise...
Had muscle aching all over =)
Getting ready to go for Prom Night !!!
see ya peeps ^^
Was raining and arrived at training centre slightly later...
Did warm ups and footwork...
Had shuttledrills and sparring...
Finishes training with some sprinting exercise, hind jump, push up, sit up and waist exercise...
Had muscle aching all over =)
Getting ready to go for Prom Night !!!
see ya peeps ^^
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Weird day
Today morning, when i was sitting in the car, my dad fetched me from house to training...During the journey, he was talking to me and i was listening to him...I was having a hyper spirit to go into the training hall...
When i reached the place, i realised something was not right....it was the socks !!! I left my socks at home...I opened up my bag and there was no socks in there, just clothings, water, etc....
Ran to the hall and checked around, no socks for sale...became "down" and followed dad for breakfast T_T (no mood to eat, but swallowed)...after breakfast, dad placed me at Taman Megah....decided to pick up the racquet....
Reached Taman Megah at 9am, the receptionist was not there....(syok sendiri) Waited for quite some time...decided to head into the hall and get some sweat...went in and played with some guys(ex-training mates)...couldn't believe in such a short time, they became so good, they even exceed my level...but was fun sparring with them and meeting them again...
The receptionist arrived and i asked her to string my racquet quickily....Helped my coach a bit in his coaching by demonstrating to his student...Walked around....Loaf around...
After half an hour, the racquet was finally strung and i went in and tried it !!! Love the sound of the string hitting the shuttlecock ~~~~
Mum came and i went home...
Going to buy my "confession gift" tonight =D
END OF THE DAY
When i reached the place, i realised something was not right....it was the socks !!! I left my socks at home...I opened up my bag and there was no socks in there, just clothings, water, etc....
Ran to the hall and checked around, no socks for sale...became "down" and followed dad for breakfast T_T (no mood to eat, but swallowed)...after breakfast, dad placed me at Taman Megah....decided to pick up the racquet....
Reached Taman Megah at 9am, the receptionist was not there....(syok sendiri) Waited for quite some time...decided to head into the hall and get some sweat...went in and played with some guys(ex-training mates)...couldn't believe in such a short time, they became so good, they even exceed my level...but was fun sparring with them and meeting them again...
The receptionist arrived and i asked her to string my racquet quickily....Helped my coach a bit in his coaching by demonstrating to his student...Walked around....Loaf around...
After half an hour, the racquet was finally strung and i went in and tried it !!! Love the sound of the string hitting the shuttlecock ~~~~
Mum came and i went home...
Going to buy my "confession gift" tonight =D
END OF THE DAY
Monday, November 17, 2008
The craziness goes on =(
After yesterday night's argument about the prom coat, it continued the next morning, between my mum and dad...
Both were argueing over the prom coat, whether to let me buy or not...My dad told her it's something useful and should get, while my mum said it's unnecessary...I'm sick of it, went downstairs and my mum scolded me...Gosh !!!
Mum asked me to wash all the clothes and search for a job...meanwhile washing clothes, i got scolded all the way...
Went to the Curve, Ikano, Cineleisure and Ikea...found 2 jobs at Ikano and Cineleisure...
The one at Ikano is as a Cashier in Breadstory...
The other one is in Cineleisure as a Promoter at IT Hyperstore....
Sometimes i just feel like running away from home...my mum wasn't that bad until a certain extent, but this was just a bit outragous...She just scold anybody at home, including the 2 doggies at home... =(
She's way too much, way worser than me...Just because of a Prom Coat and she scolded everyone as if she want to burn down the whole house.... =_="
My training days, originally 3 times a week, now shortened to 2 times a week...supposingly only 1(after negotiation only got 2)
I have to work and train at the same time, perhaps after training i have to rush to work immediately...life's gonna be hectic soon...
Rush Hour.... !!!!!
(p/s: I still haven't buy the gift...)
Both were argueing over the prom coat, whether to let me buy or not...My dad told her it's something useful and should get, while my mum said it's unnecessary...I'm sick of it, went downstairs and my mum scolded me...Gosh !!!
Mum asked me to wash all the clothes and search for a job...meanwhile washing clothes, i got scolded all the way...
Went to the Curve, Ikano, Cineleisure and Ikea...found 2 jobs at Ikano and Cineleisure...
The one at Ikano is as a Cashier in Breadstory...
The other one is in Cineleisure as a Promoter at IT Hyperstore....
Sometimes i just feel like running away from home...my mum wasn't that bad until a certain extent, but this was just a bit outragous...She just scold anybody at home, including the 2 doggies at home... =(
She's way too much, way worser than me...Just because of a Prom Coat and she scolded everyone as if she want to burn down the whole house.... =_="
My training days, originally 3 times a week, now shortened to 2 times a week...supposingly only 1(after negotiation only got 2)
I have to work and train at the same time, perhaps after training i have to rush to work immediately...life's gonna be hectic soon...
Rush Hour.... !!!!!
(p/s: I still haven't buy the gift...)
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I can't believe what my parents told me....They say i can't buy the Prom Coat...
I thought for a long time, i argued and also gave reasons that are reasonable and yet...she still disagree with me, and what she told me was...
"It's not practical to get a coat"
I was like thinking in my mind...
"What is wrong for me to get a coat?? It turns handy in the future..."
Sometimes i just don't know how my parents think. They have been thinking weirdly in a way that I can't even go along well with it, or even accept it. I just sometimes don't know how to react to what they say...
Honestly speaking, I hardly argue neck-to-neck with my parents, but this time it was WAY-OFF !!! She had been scolding me over a small little matter(besides the prom coat) and I don't want to scold her back instead because she's my mum....
They say that scolding parents isn't right, as it shows disrespect to parents, but sometimes you just couldn't take it...
The way they scold is not like normal scoldings which I can tolerate.....The way they scold is like...full of foul languages and cursings, along with insults and critism....
I'm not saying that I cannot accept critism, but in a way that they scolded me horribly with vulgar words and foul language, how am i going to tolerate with this???
Looking back at what happened...my prom is just in 3 days and I haven even get a formal suit of mine yet...and she has been scolding me for spending unneccesary money...I mean buying a formal suit is useful as you can go for events, etc....I don't want to get called by my father as a "small kid", neither being looked down by my dad's colleague....It's just...horrible...everytime i go for an event, i got to wear so casual(i don't have a choice) to attend....
For now, what I can do is to hope that miracles to happen and able to change my mum's view...We'll see how it happens in 3 days...
I just can't get along well with my parents anymore, sometimes i just see my good and best friends with me are closer than the parent-child relationship of mine....
I thought for a long time, i argued and also gave reasons that are reasonable and yet...she still disagree with me, and what she told me was...
"It's not practical to get a coat"
I was like thinking in my mind...
"What is wrong for me to get a coat?? It turns handy in the future..."
Sometimes i just don't know how my parents think. They have been thinking weirdly in a way that I can't even go along well with it, or even accept it. I just sometimes don't know how to react to what they say...
Honestly speaking, I hardly argue neck-to-neck with my parents, but this time it was WAY-OFF !!! She had been scolding me over a small little matter(besides the prom coat) and I don't want to scold her back instead because she's my mum....
They say that scolding parents isn't right, as it shows disrespect to parents, but sometimes you just couldn't take it...
The way they scold is not like normal scoldings which I can tolerate.....The way they scold is like...full of foul languages and cursings, along with insults and critism....
I'm not saying that I cannot accept critism, but in a way that they scolded me horribly with vulgar words and foul language, how am i going to tolerate with this???
Looking back at what happened...my prom is just in 3 days and I haven even get a formal suit of mine yet...and she has been scolding me for spending unneccesary money...I mean buying a formal suit is useful as you can go for events, etc....I don't want to get called by my father as a "small kid", neither being looked down by my dad's colleague....It's just...horrible...everytime i go for an event, i got to wear so casual(i don't have a choice) to attend....
For now, what I can do is to hope that miracles to happen and able to change my mum's view...We'll see how it happens in 3 days...
I just can't get along well with my parents anymore, sometimes i just see my good and best friends with me are closer than the parent-child relationship of mine....
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Training !!!
Today's training was awesome....
Woke up at 6:30am and reached training centre at 7:40am...started training....
Met some forum friends there, and they are good men...seriously...
Did some warm up, jogging, wall drills....
Had 2 v 1, aggressive strokes, game.....
Had training until 11am....
What i learned from today's training:
I learnt to be more explosive, more focused and more consistent...in a way....
Went for another badminton session, practice for tournament....
2 to 4 PM...imagined what i did men...i can yawn when playing badminton...how on earth....
Lolz....
That's for the day of BACK TO BADMINTON !!!!!
The feeling is just awesome...
Woke up at 6:30am and reached training centre at 7:40am...started training....
Met some forum friends there, and they are good men...seriously...
Did some warm up, jogging, wall drills....
Had 2 v 1, aggressive strokes, game.....
Had training until 11am....
What i learned from today's training:
I learnt to be more explosive, more focused and more consistent...in a way....
Went for another badminton session, practice for tournament....
2 to 4 PM...imagined what i did men...i can yawn when playing badminton...how on earth....
Lolz....
That's for the day of BACK TO BADMINTON !!!!!
The feeling is just awesome...
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
It's coming....
Just 2 more days....
I resume training....
Just 1 more day....
My spec maths is over !!! DARN IT !!!!
7 more days....
My tournament will start....
I resume training....
Just 1 more day....
My spec maths is over !!! DARN IT !!!!
7 more days....
My tournament will start....
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Registered
I registered for the upcoming tournament !!!!
Ready to give my best shot....
It will be after my finals and prom night =D
Feeling excited...
After not participating in any tournaments since August....
Ready to give my best shot....
It will be after my finals and prom night =D
Feeling excited...
After not participating in any tournaments since August....
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Blood Donation
Went for blood donation today...
Had a weird feeling when the needle was pierced through the skin into the vein...
Haha....it's not pain....
Saw my blood flowing through the tubes....
Lasted for 30 minutes....
Had a weird feeling when the needle was pierced through the skin into the vein...
Haha....it's not pain....
Saw my blood flowing through the tubes....
Lasted for 30 minutes....
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
Physics
I did physics so badly....
Oh god...screwed it up...
Started slow...i meant real SLOW....
Only finished paper 1 at 9am...OMG weih...1 hour left to do both paper 2 and 3???
Ridiculous....
Paper 2 was left with quite some blanks and paper 3 was....oh god...only managed to do one part of the question due to lack of time...
Looking back will only demoralise me...
Just wish for the paper to get a pass now...
Maths coming up....
Can't screw it up...
T_T
Oh god...screwed it up...
Started slow...i meant real SLOW....
Only finished paper 1 at 9am...OMG weih...1 hour left to do both paper 2 and 3???
Ridiculous....
Paper 2 was left with quite some blanks and paper 3 was....oh god...only managed to do one part of the question due to lack of time...
Looking back will only demoralise me...
Just wish for the paper to get a pass now...
Maths coming up....
Can't screw it up...
T_T
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Bye my friend =)
Friday, October 31, 2008
Closer
The days are closer...finals is getting nearer...
I have a fear...
Will i pass my finals?? This has been wondering in my mind....
Anyways, time to log off...
Continue studying...
Cya peeps
I have a fear...
Will i pass my finals?? This has been wondering in my mind....
Anyways, time to log off...
Continue studying...
Cya peeps
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Stress
Darn...gotta deal with finals !!!!
STRESS all the way !!!!
And some small stupid matters of some coaching stuff....deng....frustration....
STRESS all the way !!!!
And some small stupid matters of some coaching stuff....deng....frustration....
Monday, October 27, 2008
What goes around comes back around....
What goes around comes back around....
This phrase is meaningful....
This phrase is meaningful....
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Express
I will express my feelings to you soon....
I will let you know everything soon...
Perhaps after listening to me, you may either choose to stay or leave...
I know it's hard to say or accepting it, but i got to try...
As i'm afraid there's no second time....
I will let you know everything soon...
Perhaps after listening to me, you may either choose to stay or leave...
I know it's hard to say or accepting it, but i got to try...
As i'm afraid there's no second time....
Friday, October 24, 2008
Getting Electrified...
I met these girl few times...
She walked pass me quite a number of time and everytime she walked pass me, there's a very strange feeling i have for her...
That kind of feel is could not be describe by words....
One day, i was staring at the notice board, she walked pass me again and we stared at each other and all of sudden, i felt a kind of electric shock and she smiled at me...
I replied my smile =)
That feeling...it feels like i got electrified....
I told my friend about it, seems like my friend knows who she is...
A classmate of my friend....
Went to my friend's class, had a look(looks like her,but don't really looked like either)...
Friend told me, "She's unavailable"
Mixed feelings, neither sad nor happy....
She walked pass me quite a number of time and everytime she walked pass me, there's a very strange feeling i have for her...
That kind of feel is could not be describe by words....
One day, i was staring at the notice board, she walked pass me again and we stared at each other and all of sudden, i felt a kind of electric shock and she smiled at me...
I replied my smile =)
That feeling...it feels like i got electrified....
I told my friend about it, seems like my friend knows who she is...
A classmate of my friend....
Went to my friend's class, had a look(looks like her,but don't really looked like either)...
Friend told me, "She's unavailable"
Mixed feelings, neither sad nor happy....
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Sunday (19-10-2008)
Arm aching...aiks....
Had difficulty in doing chemistry paper...(and finals is in 2 weeks time)
Only 2 weeks left = 14 days
Oh god...scary @_@
Had difficulty in doing chemistry paper...(and finals is in 2 weeks time)
Only 2 weeks left = 14 days
Oh god...scary @_@
Worst case scenario
I couldn't go to Taman Megah for badminton...
So i contacted Philip, Wern lin and Chris, but forgotten Fei Siang...
Until 11 am in the morning, Fei siang called up...
I told him i couldn't make it...
Apologize on the phone...
Then at about 4 something, Andrew(coach) called up...
Got scolded on the phone....
Sorry Fei Siang, i know it's my fault....
If you are reading this, I apologize another time here sincerely...
I'm really sorry for this....
So i contacted Philip, Wern lin and Chris, but forgotten Fei Siang...
Until 11 am in the morning, Fei siang called up...
I told him i couldn't make it...
Apologize on the phone...
Then at about 4 something, Andrew(coach) called up...
Got scolded on the phone....
Sorry Fei Siang, i know it's my fault....
If you are reading this, I apologize another time here sincerely...
I'm really sorry for this....
Friday, October 17, 2008
Guest
I got a temporary Guest in my house now...
Will be here from 17th Oct to 1st Nov =D
And tada, here's our Guest !!!!
Moses !!!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Hard
It's so hard isn't it?
We see each other everyday, but we managed to talk only a bit...
Sometimes it's just only a Hi-and-Bye....
It's just like, we can't chat a little more longer?
Why?
We see each other everyday, but we managed to talk only a bit...
Sometimes it's just only a Hi-and-Bye....
It's just like, we can't chat a little more longer?
Why?
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
ZzZzZZz (part 1)
Been quite boring these days...
Studying for Finals, meanwhile played some Dota too...
Used new Hero, Windrunner...
And all of a sudden i'm addicted...LOLZ....
Gotta break that habit
ZzZzz....
Studying for Finals, meanwhile played some Dota too...
Used new Hero, Windrunner...
And all of a sudden i'm addicted...LOLZ....
Gotta break that habit
ZzZzz....
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Speeding
Was raining this whole noon....
I was outside at Tbun playing dota and couldn't get home...
Waited for the rain to stop and we left at last....
Grabbed our car and left...
Cho0ng Mun grabbed his car and he went out first, i came on later...
I trailed him and sped up with him...
With the rain so heavily and the speed i was going, it just felt like Initial D, when you are chasing your opponent...
That sort of feeling was just great...
And cornering fast during the Heavy Rain....
I was outside at Tbun playing dota and couldn't get home...
Waited for the rain to stop and we left at last....
Grabbed our car and left...
Cho0ng Mun grabbed his car and he went out first, i came on later...
I trailed him and sped up with him...
With the rain so heavily and the speed i was going, it just felt like Initial D, when you are chasing your opponent...
That sort of feeling was just great...
And cornering fast during the Heavy Rain....
Friday, October 10, 2008
Put the blame on me
I caused the whole team to lose, you all can put the blame on me....
I'm the failure...
I'm the failure...
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Hiking@Ulu Langat
Woke up at 6:10am today, left home at 7....
Reached there at 7:40 in Mc.Donald, Cheras
Gathered there, met new friends...
Started the journey at 8, reached some small town in Cheras, had breakfast and left again in 20 minutes time....
Met the orang asli in the orang asli village, he led us in the forest....
Many ppl had leeches during the hike...haha...for me i was fortunate enough to escape from "them"...
Took 1 hour to reach the waterfall and it was 11:30 am at that time...
Rest for an hour(if not mistaken)....played with water ^^
Walked back from the waterfall back to the Orang Asli's village...nearly got lost...phew....
Changed over and went for LUNCH....
Nice lunch anyway, sat with those funny people on the same table...HAHA
Head back to McD in Cheras to collect our car and there we head home.... =D
Was tiring and enjoying today...
Reached there at 7:40 in Mc.Donald, Cheras
Gathered there, met new friends...
Started the journey at 8, reached some small town in Cheras, had breakfast and left again in 20 minutes time....
Met the orang asli in the orang asli village, he led us in the forest....
Many ppl had leeches during the hike...haha...for me i was fortunate enough to escape from "them"...
Took 1 hour to reach the waterfall and it was 11:30 am at that time...
Rest for an hour(if not mistaken)....played with water ^^
Walked back from the waterfall back to the Orang Asli's village...nearly got lost...phew....
Changed over and went for LUNCH....
Nice lunch anyway, sat with those funny people on the same table...HAHA
Head back to McD in Cheras to collect our car and there we head home.... =D
Was tiring and enjoying today...
Saturday, October 4, 2008
After finals...
There are many things i would like to do after the finals...
Most prior will be badminton....
Will train harder and more intensively, more on footwork and speed....
More sparring sessions...
About relationships, it may still be on....will see how it goes....whether fate awaits....
Many tournaments ahead, looking forward...
Most prior will be badminton....
Will train harder and more intensively, more on footwork and speed....
More sparring sessions...
About relationships, it may still be on....will see how it goes....whether fate awaits....
Many tournaments ahead, looking forward...
Friday, October 3, 2008
Badminton again...
Had badminton with Yi Han and gang....
Played singles with Yi han...close match...almost lost...couldnt keep up with my quality...(men, he improved a lot !!!)
Score: 21-19, 21-18
Played with Philip, same old stuff....same sickness...
Score: 14-21, 12-21
Played many doubles, makes me feel like i'm back....
Played from 2 to 8pm...crazy right??
Haha...real hardcore seriously...
Anyways, i guess i gonna figure a way to increase my SPEED !!!!
Played singles with Yi han...close match...almost lost...couldnt keep up with my quality...(men, he improved a lot !!!)
Score: 21-19, 21-18
Played with Philip, same old stuff....same sickness...
Score: 14-21, 12-21
Played many doubles, makes me feel like i'm back....
Played from 2 to 8pm...crazy right??
Haha...real hardcore seriously...
Anyways, i guess i gonna figure a way to increase my SPEED !!!!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Badminton
Coached aaron just now, along with fei siang assisting...
Played at Megah for 2 hours....
Supposingly was in Menjalara, but then it was closed...men...i drove so far and have to drive back to Taman Megah again....
Played with Jerry Soo(BJSS)....
Lost 9-21
Went to bowling with Kean Lee and Wei Jien....
Back at home...ahaha
Played at Megah for 2 hours....
Supposingly was in Menjalara, but then it was closed...men...i drove so far and have to drive back to Taman Megah again....
Played with Jerry Soo(BJSS)....
Lost 9-21
Went to bowling with Kean Lee and Wei Jien....
Back at home...ahaha
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Outing
Went out with Hua Jen, Sek Cheng, Wei Jien, Kean Lee, Peng Hong, Ming Yen, Lydia, Edaline, Li Hau, Aaron and Peng Shian....
Watched Eagle Eyes @.@
Nice movie after all....
Walked around OU...played pool...zzzz....
Went for dinner at Kayu in SS2 with Peng hong, ming yen, aaron, hua jen, sek cheng, li hau.....
Was complaining due to expensive food...@_@
Haha...was a good day after all ^^
Watched Eagle Eyes @.@
Nice movie after all....
Walked around OU...played pool...zzzz....
Went for dinner at Kayu in SS2 with Peng hong, ming yen, aaron, hua jen, sek cheng, li hau.....
Was complaining due to expensive food...@_@
Haha...was a good day after all ^^
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Bored
Today is really boring...
This is what i did...
Study, Dota, Stoning in front of comp, listening to music, watched badminton clips, watched tv, calling ppl around, MSN.....
Bored...
This is what i did...
Study, Dota, Stoning in front of comp, listening to music, watched badminton clips, watched tv, calling ppl around, MSN.....
Bored...
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Trainings
I need to resume training...
which training should i go besides Setia and MBA??
Suggestions please...
Thanks...
which training should i go besides Setia and MBA??
Suggestions please...
Thanks...
Friday, September 26, 2008
Feelings
I finally finished my exams....without flying colours....
Spec Maths was the last paper....
Alright...gone...
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Visited dad from 12 to 6 after exams...
Dad is finally better and he is out from hospital =D
Happy =D
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Have been thinking a lot about you nowadays....
Really miss you very much, sitting the same exam hall and taking the same paper...
I looked at you from my table....
The way you do your paper, full of concentration and focus, determination and hardworking....
I only managed to chat little with you, and i had to leave...
I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye....
I don't know will we be able to meet up during the holidays....
I want to tell you about my feelings, i want to tell you that I am sincere to you....
But you left me behind....leaving me in the cold night....
I couldnt sleep well yesterday night, i kept thinking about you...
I dreamt of you leaving me...
Tears flow down on my cheek, I don't want to be apart from you...
I just want to hug you and not letting go your hand....
This feelings....i want to express it to you....
And i just want to tell you that, i dont wanna leave you....
Spec Maths was the last paper....
Alright...gone...
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Visited dad from 12 to 6 after exams...
Dad is finally better and he is out from hospital =D
Happy =D
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Have been thinking a lot about you nowadays....
Really miss you very much, sitting the same exam hall and taking the same paper...
I looked at you from my table....
The way you do your paper, full of concentration and focus, determination and hardworking....
I only managed to chat little with you, and i had to leave...
I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye....
I don't know will we be able to meet up during the holidays....
I want to tell you about my feelings, i want to tell you that I am sincere to you....
But you left me behind....leaving me in the cold night....
I couldnt sleep well yesterday night, i kept thinking about you...
I dreamt of you leaving me...
Tears flow down on my cheek, I don't want to be apart from you...
I just want to hug you and not letting go your hand....
This feelings....i want to express it to you....
And i just want to tell you that, i dont wanna leave you....
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Day 4: GG-ed
Lets say....
It was not a very good run....
=X
Wordless...
Spec Maths tomorrow, last paper, yet no difference....
Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths
It was not a very good run....
=X
Wordless...
Spec Maths tomorrow, last paper, yet no difference....
Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Day 3: Torned Up apart
I got torn-ed up apart ~
Guess what....
Physics killed me =X
Haihz....
Maths ahead....
Can't see the Light yet
Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths
Guess what....
Physics killed me =X
Haihz....
Maths ahead....
Can't see the Light yet
Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
It's getting worse
Trials is getting harder...
Except for the ESL today, which is more relaxing...
Physics coming up tomorrow, followed by Maths and Spec Maths...
One word to describe: PRESSURE
I'm not good at Physics, never passed it even Once....
I guess i have to learn how to adapt to it...
This trials >>>> Down the Drain
Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths
Except for the ESL today, which is more relaxing...
Physics coming up tomorrow, followed by Maths and Spec Maths...
One word to describe: PRESSURE
I'm not good at Physics, never passed it even Once....
I guess i have to learn how to adapt to it...
This trials >>>> Down the Drain
Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths
Monday, September 22, 2008
Disappointments....
I felt so crushed up...
Chemistry paper is down, but not with flying colours...
I'm having a bad feeling now... T_T
Don't think it's gonna be good for this time....
I don't really wanna do badly, but i couldnt do well...
I can't stop fooling around anymore...
I have to move on...
Ah...time for physics and ESL !!!!
I will screw these subjects hard !!!
Mon: Chemistry(DOWN)
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths
Chemistry paper is down, but not with flying colours...
I'm having a bad feeling now... T_T
Don't think it's gonna be good for this time....
I don't really wanna do badly, but i couldnt do well...
I can't stop fooling around anymore...
I have to move on...
Ah...time for physics and ESL !!!!
I will screw these subjects hard !!!
Mon: Chemistry(DOWN)
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths
Saturday, September 20, 2008
20.9.2008
It's been quiet nowadays...
My handphone has no SMS alerts...
Looking at it every day and night...
To see it sound again like last time...
Perhaps she's busy ; or maybe not....
Time flies and trials is here...
My handphone has no SMS alerts...
Looking at it every day and night...
To see it sound again like last time...
Perhaps she's busy ; or maybe not....
Time flies and trials is here...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Tagged
Been tagged by Amy :)
1. The last person to tag you are? Amy
2. Your relationship with them? Friends !
3. Your 5 impression towards them? Love to see Hot Guys, understanding, caring, beautiful and i can't describe all...too many
4.The most memorable thing that they have ever done for you? Been giving me encouragement
5.The most memorable words that they have said to you? You got chance !!!
6. If they become your lovers, you will.. I'm not hot, guess she wont XP
7.If they become your enemies, you will.. I don't wish it to happen either....
8. If they become your lovers, they have to improve on.. If it happens, maybe i will think bout it...
9. If they become your enemies, the reason is... Dunno....
10. The most desirable things to do for them is... Smile =D
11. Overall impression towards them is.. "Awesome"
12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you? They don't tell me much
13.The character for you for yourself is? Lame...? Haha
14.On contary, the character you hate of yourself is? Err....can someone tell me please??
15.The most ideal person you want to be is? Lee Chong Wei =)
16.For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them. Anybody likes me?? Err...
17.Ten people to tag:
1. Shirley
2. Ee Shan
3. Wern Lin
4. Sher Min
5. Jeslyn
6. Sheryn
7. Mao
8. Katherine
9. Soon Len
10. Lindley
18. Who is no.2 having a relationship with? Justin, my classmate :)
19.Is 3 a male or female? Female
20.If no. 7 and 10 get together, would that be a good thing? They don't know each other...swt
21.How about 5 & 8? Les...
22.What is number 1 studying about? Malaysian Syllabus?? HAH
23. When was the last time you had a chat with them? Err...many times...
24.Is number 4 single? I guess so.
25. Say something about number 2. My previous crush...ah
Okay, im done. To those who I tagged, go do it NOW!
1. The last person to tag you are? Amy
2. Your relationship with them? Friends !
3. Your 5 impression towards them? Love to see Hot Guys, understanding, caring, beautiful and i can't describe all...too many
4.The most memorable thing that they have ever done for you? Been giving me encouragement
5.The most memorable words that they have said to you? You got chance !!!
6. If they become your lovers, you will.. I'm not hot, guess she wont XP
7.If they become your enemies, you will.. I don't wish it to happen either....
8. If they become your lovers, they have to improve on.. If it happens, maybe i will think bout it...
9. If they become your enemies, the reason is... Dunno....
10. The most desirable things to do for them is... Smile =D
11. Overall impression towards them is.. "Awesome"
12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you? They don't tell me much
13.The character for you for yourself is? Lame...? Haha
14.On contary, the character you hate of yourself is? Err....can someone tell me please??
15.The most ideal person you want to be is? Lee Chong Wei =)
16.For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them. Anybody likes me?? Err...
17.Ten people to tag:
1. Shirley
2. Ee Shan
3. Wern Lin
4. Sher Min
5. Jeslyn
6. Sheryn
7. Mao
8. Katherine
9. Soon Len
10. Lindley
18. Who is no.2 having a relationship with? Justin, my classmate :)
19.Is 3 a male or female? Female
20.If no. 7 and 10 get together, would that be a good thing? They don't know each other...swt
21.How about 5 & 8? Les...
22.What is number 1 studying about? Malaysian Syllabus?? HAH
23. When was the last time you had a chat with them? Err...many times...
24.Is number 4 single? I guess so.
25. Say something about number 2. My previous crush...ah
Okay, im done. To those who I tagged, go do it NOW!
Distance
I felt like we are not as close as last time...
I felt like there's a distance between us...
I felt like we are far apart from where we are now...
Eventhough you are just few classes from me everyday, and still meet each other....
The feeling is not there....
I don't know what happened...
Everyday i SMS you and asked about you, concern you....
There was no reply....
I'm very worried of you....
Can we be as close as we are again....?
Will there be chance again ?
I want to be close to you, not distant from you....
"Many unhappy moments happened recently...."
I felt like there's a distance between us...
I felt like we are far apart from where we are now...
Eventhough you are just few classes from me everyday, and still meet each other....
The feeling is not there....
I don't know what happened...
Everyday i SMS you and asked about you, concern you....
There was no reply....
I'm very worried of you....
Can we be as close as we are again....?
Will there be chance again ?
I want to be close to you, not distant from you....
"Many unhappy moments happened recently...."
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Under-Performance
I'm been performing badly in badminton recently....
Everything now is bad....
Strokes, Smashes, Footwork, Speed etc....
None of them managed to come along well....
Emotionally affected....
It feels like the flame of passion has been extinguished....
Can i bring myself out from this Misery??
I need training, lack of training makes me the worst player on EARTH !!!!
I can now say....
"I'm the under-performed player...."
"Can we give each other chances?"
Everything now is bad....
Strokes, Smashes, Footwork, Speed etc....
None of them managed to come along well....
Emotionally affected....
It feels like the flame of passion has been extinguished....
Can i bring myself out from this Misery??
I need training, lack of training makes me the worst player on EARTH !!!!
I can now say....
"I'm the under-performed player...."
"Can we give each other chances?"
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Chance
If there's no mistake this time....
My chance will be higher...
Every step i take now must be perfectly as planned, then success will be in my hands....
My chance will be higher...
Every step i take now must be perfectly as planned, then success will be in my hands....
Saturday, September 13, 2008
"CHoice"
I suddenly thought of something else....
About choosing either Setia or somewhere else...
They said Yap Twin Sports is good also....
I don't know how to choose, oh god....
Setia gonna be torturing, as u need to start all over again, and the strokes are confusing ~~!!!!
Oh someone, tell me where should i go??
About choosing either Setia or somewhere else...
They said Yap Twin Sports is good also....
I don't know how to choose, oh god....
Setia gonna be torturing, as u need to start all over again, and the strokes are confusing ~~!!!!
Oh someone, tell me where should i go??
Thursday, September 11, 2008
>.<"
It's been quite a tough time recently....
Many things happening and revolving around me....
There''s the good and the bad....
It's been pretty tough lately as we have to face many stuff for this coming 2 months....
It'll be tough, especially for SAM students...oh gosh...
I don't think stoning will be something to do for now...
Gosh....why have i not started studying yet???
Many things happening and revolving around me....
There''s the good and the bad....
It's been pretty tough lately as we have to face many stuff for this coming 2 months....
It'll be tough, especially for SAM students...oh gosh...
I don't think stoning will be something to do for now...
Gosh....why have i not started studying yet???
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Rush hour
Seems like time's travelling fast....
Once again i have to start preparing for Trials....
Trials is in 2 weeks time...
And there's CT4 tomorrow...oh gosh.....
Can't I just take a deep breathe??
Once again i have to start preparing for Trials....
Trials is in 2 weeks time...
And there's CT4 tomorrow...oh gosh.....
Can't I just take a deep breathe??
Monday, September 8, 2008
Time
I don't have much time left....
I need to catch up, feeling like i'm being left behind...
I will need to accomplish what i have said....
What said has to be done....
I have to start resuming training....
To Setia where i will go...
I need to catch up, feeling like i'm being left behind...
I will need to accomplish what i have said....
What said has to be done....
I have to start resuming training....
To Setia where i will go...
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Carpe Diem
Seize the day...
I would like to spend more time with you....
Grab hold of every opportunity...
And make you the happiest and luckiest person on earth...
I would like to spend more time with you....
Grab hold of every opportunity...
And make you the happiest and luckiest person on earth...
Friday, September 5, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Hearts
I wish these hearts will reach you everyday ...
I want you to feel my warmth.....
I want you to feel my presence....
I want you to know that I'm always here for you.....
I want you to know there is somebody willing to walk the journey of life with you....
Everyday i listen to songs....
I felt that i needed you with me...
It's very painful to live, without someone that you love....
I really felt that.....
You are very important to me <3
I will hold your hands tightly and never let go...
I want you to feel my warmth.....
I want you to feel my presence....
I want you to know that I'm always here for you.....
I want you to know there is somebody willing to walk the journey of life with you....
Everyday i listen to songs....
I felt that i needed you with me...
It's very painful to live, without someone that you love....
I really felt that.....
You are very important to me <3
I will hold your hands tightly and never let go...
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Confusion
Imagine u are driving 3 ppl in your car...what do u think will happen???
Imagine 3 ppl talking and commenting in the car....what do u think will happen???
Imagine 3 ppl giving me different destinations at the same time....what do u think will happen???
Imagine 3 ppl mumbling and screaming at u in the car...what do u think will happen???
There are many things that possibly can happen....
But most importantly, the driver(which is me)gets confused....and ended up losing his sense of directions....
I was like, "Hell outta here men !!!"
It was so darn noisy in the car...even if i try to drive at my best, my concentration eventually will be disrupted....
Most comments are made by my mum....Oh Gosh....can't they just take a break???
I need a break....
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The days are gloomy without you....
The Sun is not as bright as the days when you are here....
The smile u have make the world more fascinating and exciting....
I really miss you a lot....
Will there be a chance for us to be together???
Fate decides till the end....
Till the day i die, i will still always Love you <3
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