Another surprise

I didn't know i will appear here...LOLZ...


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"Miss you very much, girl...."

Times

I had some good time with her today...


when we were walking up the stairs....at least we chat...after not chatting for few days....really felt lonely...


I felt like I was in darkness these few days....when you were not here....


But when you chat with me, you lighten me up....


I really felt that...the presence and existence of You really give me hope and inspirations....


Motivations to succeed in everything...


And trying to be a more perfect person....


I felt that now in class, I tend to be more attentive and focused....


I felt that life suddenly became so colourful with your presence.....


I will give you happiness, whenever You are sad, I will cherish You my happiness....


Whenever You got a problem, just share it with me....I will be your good listener....


When You feel like crying, I will lend You my shoulders to cry on it....


When we are happy, we laugh out loud, without anybody bothering us....


These moments....i would like to share it with you.....


I only wish for something....


That is I can be with You


Not for a moment, but Forever....


The Love we have, no one else can have....the only Love we have on earth, Our Love....


Where nobody or others will have....


I want to tell you that...


"I LOVE YOU"

Hero

"I can be your Hero..."


"I can kiss away the pain..."


"I can standby you forever....."


"You can take my breath away...."


"I can be your Hero..."



I want to sing this to you myself......


Can i be your Hero?

I see u today...


I thought we will have more time together...but it was too short....


I feel that we don't chat much like we did in the past....


I wanted you to share your problems with me...


I wanted to be the best in your heart.....


I want to make you feel that you are safe when you are with me....


I want to listen to your voice...


I miss your smile back in the old days....


I want you to know that I am here for you....


I want you to have a happy day everyday, looking at you smiling....


Together we share our problems....we lighten ourselves more...


I want to share my happy and sweet moments with you.....


I want to hold your hands tightly forever....


I want to help you carry the big burden of yours....i don't want you to carry it alone....it's very suffering and tiring....


I want you to become the happiest and sweetest girl on earth...


Will you once again reconsider me to be a part of your life????





From: Zhi Wei
To: "The dearest girl i ever Love"



I love your smile, your lips and your heart

Farewell.....

I'm leaving MBA today...the last day i have training here.....


I miss the floor...the ceilings....the court....the people...the coaches....and most importantly my very beloved training mates...


I've been training at MBA since i was 15.....in the year 2005....and time has passed so quickily that it's year 2008....


Miss my coaches....Andrew, Jia Jin and Teng Yung....


Thank you for teaching and guide me for so long throughout my journey...i learnt a lot from u all and really improved a lot since the day i started holding my racquet....


And my fellow training mates.....Soon len, Naomi, Daniel, Jeremy, Hui yee and lastly, the new boy....Train harder when i'm not around....i won't be able to watch u all anymore...it all depend on your ownself now....


But yet...i will try my best to come back and visit u all during weekends....


I will now be moving to another tougher training ground, which is Setia Badminton Academy...i won't have any chance to slack over there...and the players are 10 times stronger than i am now....so....Good Luck to all of you....


The training won't be as easy as MBA anymore....in order to improve, i have to leave....sorry people....farewell....





I miss you girl....


everytime i try to talk to you, you are always busy....will there be a chance for us to talk and be together??


I miss the sweet times we had together...chatting and laughing....


I miss your smile...


I miss you....and i want you badly.....

Saturday blue ^^

Went for rockclimbing at Camp 5 at 1 utama yesterday...was a thrilling and exciting sports !!! Love it...especially the fear of the heights XD


Saturday morning:
had breakfast with family...i drove thru and flow...lolz....got nagged by my mum abt turning steering...got problem there....


Saturday afternoon:
stoning at home......zzzz............


Saturday night:
Went and have dinner with family at DAORAE, a korean BBQ restaurant...the price of the food is slightly pricy, but it's a worth to go....esther sms-ed me...she was there...LOL...but when i was eating...she left....


Now what am i doing???


I'm blogging for you guys what happened today =)

So You Think You Can Dance Malaysia

I'm suddenly became so addicted to "So you think you can dance"...LOL

Next Friday, the 1st august 2008 will be the grand finale !!!!

And of cuz, i hope CC can win this time !!!!

She danced well ^^

And the judges were like...HAHA...

So all the best in the grand finale !!!! Hope CC will win it =D

O.O

Ok peeps....im blogging about today's incident....

Very fortunately 8 ppl from our class got punished during Spec Maths period...how??

Our spec maths teacher locked us outside the class....for 1 hour...lolz....

Why???

Cuz we were standing outside too long till we did not get into class...LOL...and then 8 of us got locked outside....

An emotional person during the punishment.....

I wished he forgive us.....

EMO.....

I just didn't know....

I didn't know bout this...until her friend told me....


All the while...she did not know i like her...she just take me as her very good friend....


Won't that be a bit saddening???


Putting so much feelings into it and getting news like this....real sickening....


"I solved Spec maths Ex6F question 6 by myself ^^ "

The Failure Continues....

How many failures recently...


i can count them for u...LOL....


On the 19th of July 2008, I lost in DJROA tournament 2008 singles first round...same fate as last year....met strong opponents in early rounds...and first singles match...LOL


2nd thing....sadest among all....


Failed spec maths paper....wanted to cry out loud...i still can't believe i fail after putting in so much EFFORT and hardwork !!!!!


Like my the other friend, didnt study and passed...what about me??? Study HARD and yet nothing paid off...failing once more....what is this man???


This world is so unfair....the good ones never get good return nowadays...something wrong with this world...it's not civilized anymore....


People getting more and more symptoms and weird sickness and disease.....such as Psychomatic Disorder....many more...SARS....AIDS...HIV...i cant name them all....Too many....


Crimes happen like daily routines...such as Gang rapes, rape, snatch theft, robbing, cheating, stealing....etc.....This is just too much....


What is revolving around the world??? The presidents and country leader always say they wanted to give peace to the country...and the world...and what happened in the end???


Like our country...our leaders are facing problems such as economical problems, and yet all the others are fighting for positions in the parliment....u call that a way to improve our country towards Nation 2020???


The evil and dark side now owns the goods....what is this men???


The justice is gone...people started becoming unfair and bias....


And in my case...i dun find fault with people but people find fault with me...what is this men????


Somemore go and be third party.....come and interrupt...


This is getting way weirder and worse.....i need a space to breath and get outta here....please.....

Setia? Approved !!

Yesterday, after the tournament, i told my mum that i wanted to switch to Setia Badminton Academy....


The situation was silent for the moment....and i was pretty scared her answer....and then she asked me something...


"How much they charge u per month??"


I answered her question and she asked another...


"Where is it??"


"Subang Jaya..." i replied


She replied," I thought Han Jian is in Setia Alam??"


"He is only at Setia Alam during weekdays !!! He coaches at Subang Jaya during weekdays..."


"oh ok....."


Then my mum just agreed and she said she will allow me to start next month....


Dad told mum later and daddy agreed to let me train under Setia Badminton Academy...


That moment....i have mixed feelings...happy and sad....


The happy thing is, i finally can change training and improve my skills to become a better player...


The sad thing is, i will miss all my training mates in MBA taman megah...


This morning, Naomi was like so sad...she didnt want me to leave, but i got no choice....


She will not be coming next week....and next week is the last training session with MBA Taman Megah....the next month i won't be coming anymore...


Will miss all my mates in Taman Megah !!!!


I will be training in Setia for 2 times a week....I just hope i wont get stuck in Beginner zone my whole life...LOLZ....

DJROA Badminton Tournament

DJROA tournament year 2008...many things happened today....







I reached KDU college at 7:50 am...had some warm ups and stretching....and then stroke a while in the court...








My first round opponent was Andrew....(i forgot his full Name), a very strong player...same height as me, at the age between 13 and 14....MSSMKL player....i wonder.....








Due to the weird format system set by DJROA, which is 1 game 21 points....lolz...and early in the morning...u dun expect good things from Zhi Wei right??








So in the end, i got a first round exit by losing to him 21-18....just 3 points men...aiyer....








After that, i sat down and thought about my mistakes....my first mistake was i couldn't keep cool and calm...so basically most of my shots didnt play it nicely...








2nd mistake was my legs aren't moving in the morning !!! Whats the prob man !!! LOLZ.....








Other than that...still fine...








In Doubles, Fei Siang(my partner) and I stormed into the finals...








We met Ong Jia Sheng in the first round...won by 21-9








In the semis....played against my cousin, Loo Yi Han....won by the score 21-14, 21-10(if not mistaken, gotta check thru again...)








In the finals...We lost to Gareth and Li liang by walkover....due to Fei Siang's injury...but he did a good job and played well !!! Well done dude !!!








Had picture sessions !!!!








Here are the results:





Singles: 1st place: Tan Li Liang
2nd place: Andrew...(i forgot)


Doubles: 1st place: Gareth Tan and Tan Li Liang
2nd place: Ong Fei Siang and Tan Zhi Wei






Will work harder to improve for singles!!!







Doubles 1st and 2nd placing(forgot to take Singles)

The Battle Begins tomorrow....

Went back to my former training place to have some sparring session...coach giving some good pointers....


Inconsistency....not good...and stoner....must move more....


The tournament starts at 8 in the morning tomorrow....


Joining singles and doubles....


In singles...the opponents i gotta be cautious of some players...very threatening....


They are Li liang, Li yon and Gareth...Loo Yi Han also...


These 4 makes me worry most...but i will not disappoint all of u that supported me...i will try my best to stay alive...and play at my best !!!


In doubles...main threat will be Li Liang and Gareth !!!


Btw...i suck at Doubles...just realised.....Singles at least is much better than it...


Will be sleeping early tonight !!!


Will post about the tournament tomorrow ^^

Be my girl <3

My love is like an ocean

It goes down so deep

My love is like a rose

Whose beauty you want to keep.






My love is like a river

That will never end

My love is like a dove

With a beautiful message to send.







My love is like a song

That goes on and on forever

My love is like a prisoner

It's to you that I surrender




"Love is a decision not an emotion or feeling,that if made from the heart will outlast anything..."

Wednesday !!!

Went to see doctor....nose problem...half serious...lolz...


Went to collect racquet after that....nice strings on it...nice feeling...awesome !!!


Did strength training....the racquet accidentally hit my ankle...lolz....pain pain >.<


Will put on ankle support....hehe....


Did not buy knee support....dunno why....


DJROA Badminton Tournament: 4 more days to go !!!!


Bring on the matches people !!!

Warning !!!

Chia Sern a.k.a Sampah Masyarakat !!!!

YAN ZHA !!!! (Rubbish on earth)

Listen on...this is what i'm gonna warn u.....


Since that incident at Asiacafe....i take back my words....


I will not forgive u !!!


Whats the point forgiving ppl like this?? No contribution to the society....


Punch my head summore???


If the skull crack....ur dead...no matter minor or serious....


If i die....


I will take ur life along with me forever...to HELL !!!!


I will not let u rest in peace !!!!


" An Eye for an Eye "

Random2

Today...i had my worst conflict with my own classmate at Asia Cafe...


We argued and he punched me on my head....


I do not want to announce who the person is...but if u wanna know u can ask me....


And i apologize for what i did...i'm really sorry for scolding u....


I have to remain calm and cool everytime....


I cannot think any negative stuff....to avoid interference...


In order to have the best mental for the upcoming tournament....nothing else can affect my calm and peaceful mind....


This is a part of the training....

Last training before preparations for DJROA

Today was the last training for preparation...


mostly had strokes and drills....


Finally, able to do backhand clear....but not that strong.....


My "Bei Dong" technique still suck....very bad...ahaha...not consistent...


Learned jump smash today !!! Freaking cool !!!!


Very steep smash done by me for the first time...happy ^^


Now i start to have the feeling of missing MBA...after training with MBA for four years....and....leaving for Setia...indeed is really sad....


My last month at MBA...T_T


I miss the coaches here....he taught me many things...my strokes....miss them both Jia Jin and Andrew !!!!


Maybe we will meet again someday....and we will have a good match....

Sek Cheng's birthday !!!

Went OU today for celebration with friend's birthday.....my schoolmate Sek Cheng...as known as the super-duper-lamer which rocks us off XD

Our friend Sek Cheng's 18th birthday !!!

Happy Birthday dude !!!

Went eating japanese cuisine at OU...forgottten shop name...and this is what we made for him....

His Birthday Cake(actually we just took chopsticks and stick it there... XD)

After that...we went to watch Movies: Hell boy 2 !!!!

Before that...went to play arcade...too long din play...a while den hand tiring...lolz...haha

At GSC....this happened....

Ahaha...well...HEllBoy 2 was OK...as in (dun wanna spoil it...find it out urself)

So....

That's all for today ^^

Preparations

Preparing for it....


It's coming soon....still got 8 more days left....


Many good players in the tournament this time...feeling HIGH ^^


Will do my best !!!!


And Hope i got Form on that day~~


Days remaining before DJROA tournament: 8 days

FLU T_T

I got down with FLU....hate it....


No strength training today...due to the flu...


Need some rest...will resume tomorrow....^^


Need some good sparring players....


Countdown: 8 days before DJROA badminton tournament

Undecided....@.@

I'm still undecided and confused....


I'm not sure which to choose....


"Stay with my training place?"


Or


"Leave my training and join another coach's private session?"


Or


"Leave my training and join Setia...."


What should i do????


It's a big risk....


If i go setia...i have to start from scratch....and the chances of reaching advanced level there is very low....


If i join private lessons...i'm afraid i wont be able to afford....


If i stay in my current training....i will be doomed and learning nothing....


Now...what should i really do???

New plannings....

Today i resumed my training....


The sad news....my racket broke when it was stringing half way and couldn't be continued... T_T


Now only left 2 Apacs Nano Slim 30.... Sobz T_T


Wasn't in good form during training...lost touch...lolz...


After training...had some chat with my coach Jia Jin and he advised me to leave MBA(my current academy)....


He told me this...


"U stay here also pointless...the training isn't effective for u anymore...leave this place and seek for a better training..."


Thoughts came into my mind....Should i leave or not????


After that...i followed my cousin to Setia Academy and i saw their training methods....it was a new exposure for me....


They have many trainees....3 to 4 times more...


The players there are very strong...and the toughest part is...u gotta start from scratch if u join the training....


The players....girls and guys are just too good....even players from oversea train here too....


I was amazed of their training system...especially the physical training was crazy men...haha !!!


They did 3 to 4 times more than what we are doing...LOLZ.....


For now...my current thoughts are...


"Should i leave MBA??"

"Should i go for Jia Jin's?"

or

"Should i join Setia Academy?"


Tell me...im really confused....

Paintball

Today i went for paintball....i think it was very exciting....we shud give a try...haha ^^

I was in team 2...so we had many fun out of it...my team was quite cooperative and we managed to eliminate our opponent team...haha....

Many ppl got shot all over their body...for me...it was fortunate...only the hand...but the worst was my head got hit....by the paintball...luckily there was a mask...

Actually it was not direct hit...the paintball pellet just bounced off somewhere and strike my mask....ouch....

Fired all the way....very fun...hope i can play it another time...

Made many new friends...haha...all also funny gangs XD

Me =)

My feelings

Who should i choose???


I have one which i see everyday....


I have another which i hardly meet.....


What should i do??


Hope there's a better tomorrow....



"I'm gonna start saving money....reduce pool and CS !!!"

Weird things around me

Something weird happened in pool today....





Was playing pool at Asiapool after class, around 2pm...and then something unexpected happened...





By the way...we were playing 9-ball...





The 1-ball i hit went into the hole and surprisingly it bounced out from the hole...not only that..it bounced out high...lolz...





There was no pic of it cuz it happened in a blink of an eye....so we cant do anything much





Justin and I laughed the whole session...lolz

The unlucky day of mine...

Today was a very unlucky day for me...guess what happened???

Early in the morning...went CS....kena pawned by Lai and Guang Ge like nobody's business....omg...normally i can give some fight...but not today...

And then...later on...went to bought the You Tiao(in cantonese is Yao Cha Kuai) and instead of straight, it bends out...LOL

After that...during class...i went out and refill water...

An hour later...i found out that the notes in my bag are wet, including the text books and guess what...all are written with gel pen so u know the results....LOL

What an unlucky day i have T_T