Bored

Today is really boring...


This is what i did...


Study, Dota, Stoning in front of comp, listening to music, watched badminton clips, watched tv, calling ppl around, MSN.....


Bored...

Trainings

I need to resume training...


which training should i go besides Setia and MBA??


Suggestions please...


Thanks...

Feelings

I finally finished my exams....without flying colours....


Spec Maths was the last paper....


Alright...gone...

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Visited dad from 12 to 6 after exams...


Dad is finally better and he is out from hospital =D


Happy =D

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Have been thinking a lot about you nowadays....


Really miss you very much, sitting the same exam hall and taking the same paper...


I looked at you from my table....


The way you do your paper, full of concentration and focus, determination and hardworking....


I only managed to chat little with you, and i had to leave...


I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye....


I don't know will we be able to meet up during the holidays....


I want to tell you about my feelings, i want to tell you that I am sincere to you....


But you left me behind....leaving me in the cold night....


I couldnt sleep well yesterday night, i kept thinking about you...


I dreamt of you leaving me...


Tears flow down on my cheek, I don't want to be apart from you...


I just want to hug you and not letting go your hand....


This feelings....i want to express it to you....


And i just want to tell you that, i dont wanna leave you....

Day 4: GG-ed

Lets say....


It was not a very good run....


=X


Wordless...


Spec Maths tomorrow, last paper, yet no difference....



Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths

Day 3: Torned Up apart

I got torn-ed up apart ~


Guess what....


Physics killed me =X


Haihz....


Maths ahead....


Can't see the Light yet



Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths

It's getting worse

Trials is getting harder...


Except for the ESL today, which is more relaxing...


Physics coming up tomorrow, followed by Maths and Spec Maths...


One word to describe: PRESSURE


I'm not good at Physics, never passed it even Once....


I guess i have to learn how to adapt to it...


This trials >>>> Down the Drain



Mon: Chemistry
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths

Disappointments....

I felt so crushed up...


Chemistry paper is down, but not with flying colours...


I'm having a bad feeling now... T_T


Don't think it's gonna be good for this time....


I don't really wanna do badly, but i couldnt do well...


I can't stop fooling around anymore...


I have to move on...


Ah...time for physics and ESL !!!!


I will screw these subjects hard !!!




Mon: Chemistry(DOWN)
Tues: ESL
Wed: Physics
Thurs: Maths Studies
Fri: Spec Maths

20.9.2008

It's been quiet nowadays...


My handphone has no SMS alerts...


Looking at it every day and night...


To see it sound again like last time...


Perhaps she's busy ; or maybe not....


Time flies and trials is here...

Tagged

Been tagged by Amy :)


1. The last person to tag you are? Amy

2. Your relationship with them? Friends !

3. Your 5 impression towards them? Love to see Hot Guys, understanding, caring, beautiful and i can't describe all...too many

4.The most memorable thing that they have ever done for you? Been giving me encouragement

5.The most memorable words that they have said to you? You got chance !!!

6. If they become your lovers, you will.. I'm not hot, guess she wont XP

7.If they become your enemies, you will.. I don't wish it to happen either....

8. If they become your lovers, they have to improve on.. If it happens, maybe i will think bout it...

9. If they become your enemies, the reason is... Dunno....

10. The most desirable things to do for them is... Smile =D

11. Overall impression towards them is.. "Awesome"

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you? They don't tell me much

13.The character for you for yourself is? Lame...? Haha

14.On contary, the character you hate of yourself is? Err....can someone tell me please??

15.The most ideal person you want to be is? Lee Chong Wei =)

16.For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them. Anybody likes me?? Err...

17.Ten people to tag:
1. Shirley
2. Ee Shan
3. Wern Lin
4. Sher Min
5. Jeslyn
6. Sheryn
7. Mao
8. Katherine
9. Soon Len
10. Lindley

18. Who is no.2 having a relationship with? Justin, my classmate :)

19.Is 3 a male or female? Female

20.If no. 7 and 10 get together, would that be a good thing? They don't know each other...swt

21.How about 5 & 8? Les...

22.What is number 1 studying about? Malaysian Syllabus?? HAH

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them? Err...many times...

24.Is number 4 single? I guess so.

25. Say something about number 2. My previous crush...ah

Okay, im done. To those who I tagged, go do it NOW!

Distance

I felt like we are not as close as last time...


I felt like there's a distance between us...


I felt like we are far apart from where we are now...


Eventhough you are just few classes from me everyday, and still meet each other....


The feeling is not there....


I don't know what happened...


Everyday i SMS you and asked about you, concern you....


There was no reply....


I'm very worried of you....


Can we be as close as we are again....?


Will there be chance again ?


I want to be close to you, not distant from you....






"Many unhappy moments happened recently...."

Under-Performance

I'm been performing badly in badminton recently....


Everything now is bad....


Strokes, Smashes, Footwork, Speed etc....


None of them managed to come along well....


Emotionally affected....


It feels like the flame of passion has been extinguished....


Can i bring myself out from this Misery??


I need training, lack of training makes me the worst player on EARTH !!!!


I can now say....


"I'm the under-performed player...."






"Can we give each other chances?"

Chance

If there's no mistake this time....


My chance will be higher...


Every step i take now must be perfectly as planned, then success will be in my hands....

"CHoice"

I suddenly thought of something else....


About choosing either Setia or somewhere else...


They said Yap Twin Sports is good also....


I don't know how to choose, oh god....


Setia gonna be torturing, as u need to start all over again, and the strokes are confusing ~~!!!!


Oh someone, tell me where should i go??

>.<"

It's been quite a tough time recently....


Many things happening and revolving around me....


There''s the good and the bad....


It's been pretty tough lately as we have to face many stuff for this coming 2 months....


It'll be tough, especially for SAM students...oh gosh...


I don't think stoning will be something to do for now...


Gosh....why have i not started studying yet???

Rush hour

Seems like time's travelling fast....


Once again i have to start preparing for Trials....


Trials is in 2 weeks time...


And there's CT4 tomorrow...oh gosh.....


Can't I just take a deep breathe??

Time

I don't have much time left....


I need to catch up, feeling like i'm being left behind...


I will need to accomplish what i have said....


What said has to be done....


I have to start resuming training....


To Setia where i will go...

Carpe Diem

Seize the day...


I would like to spend more time with you....


Grab hold of every opportunity...


And make you the happiest and luckiest person on earth...

I hope we can be honest to each other....


I hope we don't hide anything from each other....


We must be trust each other and our own doings.....


I hope we can share problems together too....

Perhaps we should look at things in a different view....


We will be able to see things that we don't usually see....

Hearts

I wish these hearts will reach you everyday ...


I want you to feel my warmth.....


I want you to feel my presence....


I want you to know that I'm always here for you.....


I want you to know there is somebody willing to walk the journey of life with you....


Everyday i listen to songs....


I felt that i needed you with me...


It's very painful to live, without someone that you love....


I really felt that.....


You are very important to me <3


I will hold your hands tightly and never let go...

Haha !!!

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