Lies

It was all lies after all....



While sitting down at the cafe with Sean eating our lunch, she walked pass with her ex...



Seeing them together and holding hands together...



I realised that i was fooled by her...



Why is it so unfair in this society? Why i always end up with this kind of ending? Why do i have to face this? Why?!



The moment i saw you back with your ex, i knew things weren't right...



I just knew that.....



I trusted and put all my heart into the wrong person....

During training today, your image kept flashing in my mind, i could not really focus during training today....



Sitting at the restaurant looking into the cup of tea, the surface of the tea reflected your image and you appeared in my mind again....



When strumming and plucking the strings of the guitar, the melody echoed your voice and the feeling of missing someone has yet to appear again...



Everywhere i go, everything i do, you will always appear and be there in my mind....



Hope to see you soon...

夠愛

我穿越金星 木星 水星 火星
土星土星追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音

指頭還殘留 你為我 擦的指甲油
沒想透 你好像說過
你和我 會不會有以後
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有

我的愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守侯 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在無邊無際 小小宇宙
愛你的我

愛你的我 不能停止脈搏
為了愛你奮鬥就請你讓我 說出口

愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守侯 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在無邊無際 小小宇宙
愛你的我 yeah~ 愛你的我 yeah~


我穿越金星 木星 水星 火星 土星土星追尋你
時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音

A glimpse of new hope

Just a few days of communication, i found you a different person. I found you very special from the rest and gave me hope and courage to step into college everyday.

Previously, I just took you normally as a friend and did not really care about you. After hearing from you recently, i can feel the kind of "moody" atmosphere of yours around you. Being a normal friend, i stood out and consoled you.

Just within days and weeks, I found out that you were sad because of him. You couldn't stop thinking of him and trying to contact him. I kept myself busy thinking ideas to make you smile and let the cloudy skies fade away. I wished to look at your smile that brighten everyone's day.

Somehow, you manage to put him aside and smiled back again. I was happy to see that you smile and forget about it. I put a smile on my face too. Being afraid that you may feel lonely back in KL alone, i wish that i can always be there to help you.

Maybe things will work out or not? I can't give my answer to myself, but as long i can see you smile and be aside of you to overcome obstacles and challenges, whenever you always seek for help and need aid, i will always be there for you.

Impian7 Badminton Tournament

It was a very bright day and we started off our tournament with our first round. We managed to secure our first round by defeating our opponent with the score 30-20 (the organiser only wanted to use 30 points to save time instead of using the 21x3 points system)



Our first round was at 11:20am and the second round is at 9:40pm. We played our first round and won, so we waited for our 2nd round. Meanwhile waiting, we went to McD with my other teammates to have lunch.



After that, we had dinner at some place and once again we headed back to the tournament venue. We headed back to the venue and took some rest for a while.



Our match number has been announced. We had 20 minutes time to prepare. Before that, i did some warm ups to get myself ready and psyched up. As the time comes nearer, my heart beat went faster and i was slightly nervous as our opponents are quite strong.



The match started and it was a neck-to-neck trail as we are just 1 point behind of the opponent's score. We did not give up and showed them our fighting spirit regardless of how good they are. The opponents are also tactically smart. Most of their smashes were all towards our bodies and this made us hard to defend quickly enough to counterattack. The score went to 13-15 (opponent leading at 15 points) and we had to switch sides to the other side of the court.



During the Interval, i told my partner to remain calm and steady without fear. We resumed the match and we managed to level the score at 16-16, but due to nervosity and pressure, we made many kinds of mistakes and the opponent took the opportunity and pulled the gap to a 5 points lead. I felt the pressure and more mistakes were made by my partner and myself.




At last, we lost out to them 19-30, but yet, a good fight given to the opponents. Wish them luck anyways. Later on, outside the hall, a few of the spectators came and asked about the match and told me that i had given them a good fight.

Thanks to all and this tournament really gave me a whole new experience a new view on doubles.

Next tournament, Social Badminton Tournament (August 22- 23)

2 more days!

Just 2 more days and it's time for my hardwork to payoff...







Impian7, here i come !

4 more days

Just 4 more days left, but all of a sudden, i felt a pain in my wrist...



Crap, this should not be happening at this moment...



I guess i'll take a day break from training and resume the next day...

5 more days

Just 5 more days and Impian7 tournament is about to arrive, heart beating faster...

Looking back for the past few months i've been training hard, i hope the effort can now show some results in this tournament...

I know inconsistency is what every player is afraid of, but at least i shall try to give my best and not regret of what i did...

Just 5 more days and it's time to prove to myself that the hardwork and effort can give it's results...

I will not disappoint those who have been supporting me all the time...

=)

Things just need to change sometimes

Sometimes, the sky is blue...



Sometimes, the sky is covered with clouds...



Sometimes, the sky is dark....



Will i see Blue Sky everyday?

Last Day of Work

Finally, after working 7 weeks, it's the last day of work...



Had lunch with the site office staffs...the lunch was awesome....had it in Kuala Selangor....



We had our lunch until 2pm, then drove back from Kuala Selangor to Rawang, then had Durian there...just so crazy...



I had to drink ENO in order to just make myself feel "comfortable" when my stomach felt bloated >.<



Farewell Rawang =D




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Meanwhile, it's just 2 weeks before Impian 7 Shah Alam Tournament....



In this 2 weeks, push myself back to best form and then face the tournament with excitement...



I'm Coming...

Lesson

When Soon scored the last point and won the match....



My racquet fell off from my hand...



I looked down at the floor and kneeled down, slamming the floor with my hands...



Sitting down at the corner of the hall with towel covering my head...



Tears were flowing down from my eyes...



I just lost the match so sudden, and just being down..



Suddenly, Coach Doni came over and told me...



"Kekalahan adalah Pengajaran"



I looked up and he gave me a smile...



I clinched my fist and promised that i will stand up again

It was quite hard to accept the fact when i was told about it...



My tears just feel like falling off...



They say guys don't cry....



I hold my tears...



I know it's a bit hard to accept and do so..



At least i can let go the burden i held so long....

Reply

I sat on the chair with my cell phone on the table....



Looking at the phone, waiting for it to notify me with the text message alert...



It was then i realised you are very special...



Every minute, every seconds, the clock is ticking and counting...



Time has passed and one hour just went off...



But i'm still sitting on the same chair looking at my cell phone waiting for your reply....



Waiting for your reply.....