Busy

Been quite busy lately, most of the time spent on doing assignments instead of training hard in badminton.



Just resumed training few days ago after a 3-week rest from my ribs injury, was quite a freaky accident that caused the injury, fortunately it was just minor. =)



Busy working too, i need to earn money for a living, trying to be more independent, glad that i have such good bosses, another thing to be glad about. =D



As for relationship, i guess i'm still the same, not much improvement either, just hoping that she will change her thoughts and feelings towards me.



Will be updating slow, since i'm busy...will get back to blogging once i'm free again.



Signing off to all readers.

Do or Die

Things just come and go...



It is now august already, yet i wasn't able to keep up the requirements.



Well....



Guess i gotta just work harder to get where i want to be...



Next year will be my last year....



Do or Die

Discipline

What i'm dealing now is the toughest of all, Discipline.



To wake up early every morning for jogging and doing the same thing over and over again, can anyone out there really repeat the same routine everyday?



This is where discipline comes in, where you will not give up doing or even say it's boring or whatsoever.



Determination and Hardwork also comes in that case.



Just like today, i didn't manage to go for my training because i wasn't able to wake up, and that has shown that i'm still lacking of the quality in my disciplines.



To be good, we must first have disciplines, then we will be able to excel in other parts of what you pursue.



Discipline, Discipline, Discipline....

Focus

It is really hard for me to focus, Coach always tell me to focus in the match/game, but somehow my mind tends to float away and then just 3 seconds only, i've lost my momentum and rhythm and made my mistake.



My mind is also slow, tends to respond slower than my legs and hands. Gotta work on it too.



Now most importantly before the next tournament, i gotta work on my focus and my thinking.

Sick

I'm now down with serious cough and flu, even there's blood in it.



I thought this week i can push myself more in badminton, but sadly obstacles do happen, such as this.



Just hope to recover A.S.A.P, then prepare for the next tournament, which is next Saturday.

Myself

I wonder what's with myself lately...


I can't seem to find the right person for myself...


The girls don't like me back, i don't force them....fine...


Sometimes, i end up walking alone in a happening street alone, while seeing others with their loved ones and partner cherishing their moments together.


On the other side,


I've been working more than usual on my badminton...


Yet things didn't show out well....


My performance and form is just like a flicking light bulb...


It just doesn't show my true ability yet..


I have not get my dynamic speed and attacking yet...


How am i going to move on to the next level?




So many things to worried and frustrate on...What a Life

Die Die Die

Yesterday kena diao by coach (acceptable)


Today gonna kena diao by mum....(see dead body hanging outside the house)


Die Die Die....


T_T