Focus

It is really hard for me to focus, Coach always tell me to focus in the match/game, but somehow my mind tends to float away and then just 3 seconds only, i've lost my momentum and rhythm and made my mistake.



My mind is also slow, tends to respond slower than my legs and hands. Gotta work on it too.



Now most importantly before the next tournament, i gotta work on my focus and my thinking.

Sick

I'm now down with serious cough and flu, even there's blood in it.



I thought this week i can push myself more in badminton, but sadly obstacles do happen, such as this.



Just hope to recover A.S.A.P, then prepare for the next tournament, which is next Saturday.

Myself

I wonder what's with myself lately...


I can't seem to find the right person for myself...


The girls don't like me back, i don't force them....fine...


Sometimes, i end up walking alone in a happening street alone, while seeing others with their loved ones and partner cherishing their moments together.


On the other side,


I've been working more than usual on my badminton...


Yet things didn't show out well....


My performance and form is just like a flicking light bulb...


It just doesn't show my true ability yet..


I have not get my dynamic speed and attacking yet...


How am i going to move on to the next level?




So many things to worried and frustrate on...What a Life

Die Die Die

Yesterday kena diao by coach (acceptable)


Today gonna kena diao by mum....(see dead body hanging outside the house)


Die Die Die....


T_T

When the person starts from scratch, the person will always remember you.



But when the person achieved fame, the person forgets the past.



So simple, it's human nature.

I just want to cry out

After losing to my opponent 21-23. I just felt like crying out.



He's a level lower, and yet i can let him drag me to deuce.



When i was down 12-18, i struggled to stay on and i managed to catch up till 20-20.



After a deuce, we both got 21-21.



I was desperate and did an overhead jump smash off-balance. The smash didnt pass and hit the net.



The final point was my mistake and i lost out.



It was just 2 points, if i didn't lift it out, probably i could stay in the game and won it.

Just 3 more days and it's gonna begin...



Heart beating fast...



Trying to bring the best out of myself.



Stay positive and be confident =)