Departure

I will go back to Kelantan tomorrow to pay the last respect to my grandmother

>.<

Thigh muscle pulled...



AHAHAHA...



Why at this moment har?



Aiyer....

Many things have been happening lately....



I just don't know what to do...



May the light shine the path for me and show me where to go....

She knew about it...


I'm completely lost...


What should i do....

Isolation

I knew this girl in my class, found her very special indeed, but strangely, things didn't go as smooth as it should be...



Initially, we can chat and go along well as friends, but however i had feelings for her and i found her special and unique, and decided to try putting down "someone" far across the ocean at melbourne....



I just could'nt find out the reason why you treat me like this...Sometimes you talk to me loads and we can laugh along, joke along with our crappy jokes, sometimes you leave me alone like what i'm currently experiencing now....putting me aside, leaving me aside and shiver alone in the cold at the dark corner...



Why do you have to treat me like this? Where did i went wrong? I really want to know the reason why you started "ignoring" me like this...It's just like you're treating me Hot-and-Cold....can you tell me why?



Why does it have to be like this? Why? I don't mind how others treat me, whatever they want to do to me, i don't mind...but not you please?



Please give me one chance and let me know what's happening....



I don't want to be isolated or being "ignored"...the feeling is just bad, u know that right girl....

Things are getting stranger nowadays, people start to act weird nowadays....



Everything is moving so fast around me, i can feel the speed...



To survive, i have to keep up the pace with them...

RAWR!

Be brave and not to fear opponent, fear nobody....



Show the courage you have to your opponent and let them fear of you....



Rawr !



Note: Oh no...so random =.="

The man didnt turn up....



Darn...i really got cheated !

Cheated

I encountered this situation today...



When i was walking to the parking lot, i walked pass a malay guy mid-aged 30. He was talking on the phone and i just ignored him and walked on....suddenly he shouted at me...at first i thought it was nothing, but suddenly i stopped and he managed to catch up with me...He started listening to my stories, and i just stood there doing nothing but listening...He asked for RM17 to buy the car battery, which he said he was lacking of money...Initially, I didn't trust him and i wanted to just ignore and walk off, but then he was begging me non-stop and finally i sympathised him and gave him the RM17....



I don't know what I'm doing was right or wrong, I just couldn't tell the consequences I will face and what will happen in the future...I just didn't know how to react that quick at that moment, somehow i felt that there was like i got cheated >.<



This world is not like the world it used to be, where people are kind hearted and willing to help each other without concerning of backgrounds, how much money you have and so on....but now it has changed...



The society tends to be so selfish, not thinking of others...seeing someone in need but just refusing to lend a hand... This is because of the changes in the world, economic changes where people lose jobs, couldn't get what they want and started to become greedy....People in the past used to be generous and sharing, but now they are greedy and selfish, refusing to help and only care for themselves....



The world and the society has now turned into a century and decade of darkness where people cheat others to gain benefits and the victims suffer the pain...it's just getting wild...regardless of what age they are, they cheat those innocent citizens causing some of them to commit suicide or even got killed...



Some activities such as Cheating, Imposting, Kidnapping demanding for ransom, prank calls have been becoming frequent nowadays, causing many people to suffer and unable to live in peace...the harmonous atmosphere is gone...regardless of what age they are, they will cheat you no matter how...



I couldn't differentiate what I did was right or wrong...I do not know whether the man cheated or not....I do not know why I borrowed him the RM 17, I do not know why my instincts made me react like this....thus, it has became complicating for myself.....I started to think more and more, making myself confused...



What can be done to save the society....? Can't we have the kind heart to help? Is it true that we can't be merciful anymore?



Things changed...this world became cruel....leaving no one sympathised...

Assignment Rush and Mid Terms=(



Will not be blogging at the moment, but will respond to Cbox...



Leave msg if anything =)

Im pissed off that my car got clamped for stupid reason...



And i need to pay RM50 for a stupid reason....



It's obviously their fault...

What if...?

What if i have a large amount of money, I would love to get some nice cars =)

What should i get?

Lamborgini Reventon?

Aston Martin DB9?

Nissan Skyline GTR R35?

OR

Nissan Fairlady 350Z?

XD

Form

Back on Form...


Time to maintain it....

When seeing someone u have feelings on falls into the arms of another person,



The feeling is real bad,



Just like a knife piercing into my own heart,



Why does it revolve around me?



Wouldn't it be better if humans do not have feelings? At least we don't need to suffer...

Just a random post of mine =)


Nothing happening much recently...LOLS...

At the moment when I was coming back from off-form, the worst moment has arrived...



Elbow Injury......




Why does the worst moment has to come at this moment...?



Aiyer......

I can feel it...


More effort !!!


The effect comes slowly now...

Lesson

Finally, i found "myself" again, thanks to Coach Zul, but i should not be that happy yet, there's still many things i have to settle...



Losing is a very good experience...



Winning will never make you learn...



Lose to learn how to win ~!